why do i always worry ? to be fair, im not a natural worrier at heart, not really. i just dont think im top notch, which makes me doubt myself, therefore makes me think others dont think im good enough. thats why when i talk to people, i like to know thier opinions and things. i know folk get bored easily, and i think thats happening to me at the ( Read more... )

everything in my head has gone completly west. things i think and thing i feel just dont seem to fit together ( Read more... )

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we are the ones
with the power to devour
one and all

tear down the old foundation
brick by brick
and watch it fall.

well, i was 18 on thursday. and tbf, ive been having the time of my life ever since !
i ended up going t see job for a cowboy on my birthday, tangaroa and viatrophy were really good, but jfac were dissapointing. they were given a 45 minute set, but only played for 15 minutes. bit of a jib but it was worth it for the other bands, and everyone came ( Read more... )

i'm 18 in 3 hours and 45 minutes.

scorrreeee !!!

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i just had the second most scary expierence of my life ( Read more... )

if i could be arsed, id scrap the last journal entry, as things have perked up so much this weekend.
saturday and sunday were two of the most fun days ive had in such along time, and its reassured me that when i move i wont loose these people.

on saturday i spent the day with my best friend, dougie. i hadnt seen him in just over a month due to him ( Read more... )