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why do i always worry ? to be fair, im not a natural worrier at heart, not really. i just dont think im top notch, which makes me doubt myself, therefore makes me think others dont think im good enough. thats why when i talk to people, i like to know thier opinions and things. i know folk get bored easily, and i think thats happening to me at the moment. might just be me, i dont know.
i like having someone to talk to. not over msn or anythign cause that never works. right now i dont think i have anyone. i have chris i guess, but sometimes i feel like im burdoning him or something, nothing to do with him, hes the best thing i have really, when i think of him not being around anymore it makes me shake. but i cant talk to him over msn or anything, it annoys me so much.
why is sorting your life out so difficult? why, no matter, how hard you try you always have nigley doubts and self-doubt in the back of your head?
theyre stupid. i wouldnt mind, but i have everything i want, just sometimes i think it doesnt want me as much as i do.
soz for the negi like, but im allowed once in a while.
i like having someone to talk to. not over msn or anythign cause that never works. right now i dont think i have anyone. i have chris i guess, but sometimes i feel like im burdoning him or something, nothing to do with him, hes the best thing i have really, when i think of him not being around anymore it makes me shake. but i cant talk to him over msn or anything, it annoys me so much.
why is sorting your life out so difficult? why, no matter, how hard you try you always have nigley doubts and self-doubt in the back of your head?
theyre stupid. i wouldnt mind, but i have everything i want, just sometimes i think it doesnt want me as much as i do.
soz for the negi like, but im allowed once in a while.