Basically everything is going great (minus the occasional con rage, sugar binge, and stupid hormonal girl feelings - but those are normal ( Read more... )

I am feeling so sluggish and unmotivated and uninspired ( Read more... )

...because it's embarrassing when you start crying from reading shoujo manga in a cafe ( Read more... )

Fuck ( Read more... )

So uh ( Read more... )

The good ( Read more... )

Sometimes I seriously just want to go to bed and not wake up for days, months, years, forever. It's not because I'm tired. I just don't want to deal with being so anxious and worried and insecure all the time.

Good thing I'm back in counseling.

I had a sexy con dream. It really threw me off because I was with a brunette. Say whaaaat?! And he had adorable floppy hair. And somehow was staying in Stark's room, but Stark wasn't there. And Leigh got angry at me because we were sharing a room, but I got other people in the room (because I'm cheap) and then I didn't even stay in the room. But ( Read more... )

I don't think I can explain how hurt my feelings are right now ( Read more... )

So uh ( Read more... )