Where the fuck is Peter Knogg when I need him?!
I don't think I can explain how hurt my feelings are right now.
Things with Greg were going great. super great. For my birthday he's taking me on a trip to california in about two weeks.
Of course, since this past Friday night (after Sci-Fi at the Pops which was amazing), he's been distant and says he's depressed and won't tell me why. Yesterday he didn't speak to me. This morning he says that he is/was upset at everything and doesn't know if we're okay.
what. the. fuck.
I don't know how his feelings for me can change so dramatically and so often without any explanation.
Of course this happens. I was going to go on my (short) DREAM vacation. We were going to hug penguins at Sea World and take a picture in front of Sleeping Beauty's Castle and he even got reservations for the Disneyland Hotel. I was going to meet his dad.
Of course.
I've been crying silently off and on at work, trying to keep what little dignity I have (I look obviously like I am/was crying). The next 7 hours can't go fast enough. I would like to hole up in my apartment with Stargate Atlantis and pretend that I'm ok. Fuck.
Things with Greg were going great. super great. For my birthday he's taking me on a trip to california in about two weeks.
Of course, since this past Friday night (after Sci-Fi at the Pops which was amazing), he's been distant and says he's depressed and won't tell me why. Yesterday he didn't speak to me. This morning he says that he is/was upset at everything and doesn't know if we're okay.
what. the. fuck.
I don't know how his feelings for me can change so dramatically and so often without any explanation.
Of course this happens. I was going to go on my (short) DREAM vacation. We were going to hug penguins at Sea World and take a picture in front of Sleeping Beauty's Castle and he even got reservations for the Disneyland Hotel. I was going to meet his dad.
Of course.
I've been crying silently off and on at work, trying to keep what little dignity I have (I look obviously like I am/was crying). The next 7 hours can't go fast enough. I would like to hole up in my apartment with Stargate Atlantis and pretend that I'm ok. Fuck.