r.i.p kaleek davis. he was a damn good kid.

me and crystal and steve got an apartment. it's been real fun so far. a little too much drinking but. fuck it. i'm pretty happy with life. hopefully getting this job at a rug place sounds lame but the pay is good. i'm pretty bummed that the only people who have come by are steves friends and matt and ryan. i busted ass till the apartment was ( Read more... )

winter puts such a damper on the fun in life. all summer life just kept getting better and better. now it seems to be paused. it happens every year . but this year sucks a bunch.this summer should rock the bells. we got a bunch of plans. me and crystal are gonna go to florida for a while. then we are gonna go camping . all this should be fun. i ( Read more... )

work sucked. i thought tonight was going to be cool and fun. no.what i thought was happening was just false hopes.for once i just want something to work with me not against me. i thought i'd like to take crystal out and do something. i was wrong.maybe this weekend.i feel like i've done something to make her mad. or change the way she sees me.i'm ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i'm alone in merrimack. i have to clean the room. it'soming along well. i wish they made pills for crazy anger outbreaks. i would buy a life supply. i've been getting wicked pissed about everything. i think it's because of work ad home problems. i hope it goes away. me and crystal are good. she's been totally cool. christmas was ( Read more... )

christmas had a small element of suck around it. i like what i got very much but for some reason it didn't feel like christmas.i was rushing around running all over the place trying to get people gifts . couldn't get anyhting for : my dad,aunt joyce , aunt pat.i feel like shit for it.and then yesterday just straight was sad. i didn't like it at all ( Read more... )

r.i.p dimebag darrel

i steal these things from cayla all the time.. i don't know why but surbeys are fun ( Read more... )

i'm sick of school. today i have to work at 4 . not looking forward to it at all. yesterday was fun at work. it was just me and the new kid. he is good. he doesn't say shit and mwhen i say to do something i don't get some stupid answer or a bullshit story. he'll be allright.then daan came in . we had a good time. terry as usual was dry humping him ( Read more... )

yea today was good. i was jokin. got my car inspected that was about the high point of my day. work was terrible. never have i wanted to kill people more.i'm damn happy terry came in . he was keeping me sane.i went and got a bunch of information on apartments. steve tells me the hous nehind him his open and 900$ a month. to rent a house to ( Read more... )