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christmas had a small element of suck around it. i like what i got very much but for some reason it didn't feel like christmas.i was rushing around running all over the place trying to get people gifts . couldn't get anyhting for : my dad,aunt joyce , aunt pat.i feel like shit for it.and then yesterday just straight was sad. i didn't like it at all. havn't for the past couple years. christmas is no longer half of what it used to be.