I've been doing ALOT of thinking... and I decided that next time around my standards are going to be higher... I cant allow myself to be hurt like this over and over again, I really am a very sensitive person... I may not always ACT like it... but I take alot of things to heart ( Read more... )

I smile when they see me ( Read more... )

Stole this from revernd_r_fish ( Read more... )

Just thoguht you all would like to see a picture of me and my love!!!


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so I JUST got home from Bakersfield, I got to spend the weekend with my love... it was so great... we got a hotel room and just... I duno just being around him makes me feel so much more alive and happy ( Read more... )

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Everything is going so wonderful with Jed and I ( Read more... )

Oooook ( Read more... )

So Jed and came to visit for the weekend, he got here before noon on saturday and didnt leave until after 8 monday night... it was so good being able to spend days with him, even if he did have to leave.. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone. He makes me feel better then anything, he makes me want to be better, not for him, but for me, he ( Read more... )

So I met someone... and the whole experience is.. just unreal... I mean.. i dont even know how to explain it.. we totally get each other... have so much in common and just... its all just mindblowingly wonderful. I've never felt this happy... not with ANYONE... so Im just... Im kinda scared.. but he knows that and he wont let me push him away ( Read more... )