Ok so I havnt updated in a while. That guy turned out to be a major jackass and said he couldnt be with me because all my friends were hella hot. AND then he had the nerve to say that if I lost weight I would be sooo much hotter, ouch ( Read more... )

And he is really sweet... and yeah... and I dont know if it is headed into anything serious but I hope so... I met some other people these past few days... and some people from adams past that gave me yet another glimpse into the adam that he hid from me. but that is the past... and its ok that it stays there... this new guy... he is so awesome and ( Read more... )

You know what I hate?
I fucking hate it when someone places the blame on you for something you didnt do... with no fucking proof what so ever...
I mean what the hell, why dont you fucking find out if someone did it before you go around accusing people of shit?!
thats so fucked up!!!!! grrrrr

Always
Jessica

Michelle Branch - Goodbye to you ( Read more... )

I hate it when people act different around different people ( Read more... )

so... life sucks right now
but.. I will get over it.. its not the end of the world so Im not gonna spend forever bitching...
some things are good... got my friends.. got my health
guess life isnt so bad after all
Love all of you, especially those who are there for me right now.
Thank you.

Always
Jessica Marie

So Im doin alright I guess... had a scare for a little while... somethin was happenin with me and adam kept tellin me to go to the dr and go to the dr and go to the dr... so i finially went and it turned out that my white blood cell count was down to 8... and its supposed to be 13 .... so that was bad...

so my dr said if it didnt shape up I would ( Read more... )

Adam called today with a name for the kitty.... SPYRO!!! thats so cute
it was good hearing his voice, I missed it
He was all... how is our puppy? cause you know, its your puppy when its bad
but its mine when its good!!! lol hes the best!!!
Ok well... thats about it for now

Always
Jessica Marie

Always on my mind, burned into my brain... cant escape and I dont want to. Call you... no... message you... no... wait I must.. I must wait... I will be patient, I have to... for thats what you need
Love... I will always love... and you will always be my friend
Life does go on, but that doesnt mean it has to go on without you

Always
Jessica Marie

It makes me cry at all the wrong times... and makes me laugh at others
I just want to bury myself in a hole and not have to bother with this thing called love...
I hurt. i ache, i die and am not reborn
someone save me