I haven't updated this is a looooong time, g-damn. I've been writing more lately but I haven't quite gotten to the stage where I move it from my word file to here, or elsewhere for that matter. Sometimes I don't see the point. I can see where I'm getting depressed again, when things are slipping and the days are gathering together until I wonder ( Read more... )

I love sensory memories. The house is a bit chilly because the windows are closed up tight. I'm wearing my fall wardrobe staple for when I'm staying in and not inclined to see people- a comfortable t-shirt (dethklok today) and a pair of leggings. I've had this particular pair since I was pregnant with Ollie and they are still amazing and stretchy ( Read more... )

this morning a huge rainstorm ripped open the clouds and gave us some much needed thunder, lightning, and life to the plants in our yard starved by the drought. During that time I had the strangest dream- I was hugely pregnant and living in a large, winding house full of robots. I saw r2d2 at one point. There was also some sort of malevolent person ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Went out knitting with old broads tonight and now I can't sleep. We went together to see Sally, a member of our group, who is 64. She's in the hospital, but is going home tomorrow morning hospice. She's had cancer four times already, and it keeps coming back. Now it's in her liver, it's in her breasts, and a few other places. ( Read more... )

Oliver is playing with his legos and making a pirate ship, with an vintage toy pig for the captain. I asked him why, and the answer was a succinct "he's a pig, mama!". Oh. Okay. Delilah is running around drinking out of everyone else's cups because she's tired of a sippy cup. But I'm tired of her tipping water or milk into the floor and giggling ( Read more... )

So. I have ADD like whoa and am currently self medicating with stimulants because that makes me able to focus and be productive. On the downside, it also makes me a little manic sometimes after a while, or if I do it too much. So today they kids have played with their djembes, we've played in the pool outside with beach toys and soaked the corn and ( Read more... )

Hey, dames and dudes! I haven't posted on here in ages. Since I moved in August I either haven't had the internet set up at my place, then I didn't know what to update with, and then the internet was gone again. So, hey, updates!
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I live and breathe! Still no internet at the house, sometime soon I will bike up to mc donald's and steal their wifi and catch up on all of you wonderful people and your exciting lives, and maybe I'll even post myself. In the meantime, sorry for being a chump ( Read more... )

Delilah is walking now. Not the stumbling, toddling walk she has been, but actually walking with a purpose. Now she isn't lurching from one sure handhold to another, upper body leaned forward with too-fast momentum. Now she's walking without a goal in mind, just strolling around. Sometimes she carries something, sometimes she twiddles her thumbs, ( Read more... )

Goddamnit, Internet ( Read more... )