last xmas this made me happy, this year it made me cry ( Read more... )

tomorrow may be one of the worst all year. its hard to tell. i have to confront wilko about her lying to me the other day 3 times to my face. it hurts so much to know she can do that and still pretend nothing has happened. she must have some idea that i know, im not that stupid. i was suspicious but thought i'd leave it cause i could be making ( Read more... )

wilko read my journal. i feel really weird about it. i spose it was for the best though, like chloe said, at least now she knows. she blamed herself for everythnig like i thought she would. i really dont want her to though. i dont know whats gonna happen now, we both really dont know what to say. i dont even know how i feel about this, its this ( Read more... )