Dec 28, 2004 22:25
last xmas this made me happy, this year it made me cry
"you've been there for me
without judgment or prejudice.
and im here for you
no matter when you need me
or what you need me for
it dosent matter what it is
you need me for
you're always there for me
with arms outstretched like an open door
and just to let you know
that if ever you need
a shoulder to cry on
or someone to listen to you
you can just call me
i'll keep my ears forever open
to the words 'wilko i need you'
and when i hear them i'll come running,
or if its too far to run i'll give you a call.
and when i get my l plates,
i'll come screaming around the corner
to see what it is you need me for.
but, just a word of warning,
if you scream; " wilko i need you"
and neglect to mention; "to help me mow the lawn,
or clean the house"
dont expect me to stck around.
JUST KIDDING!"
-the letter-
chemma,
you're one of the nicest people i know, and knowing you makes life that little bit easier, to know that if i need you, you'll be waiting, with ears forever open to "chemma i need you". and dont worry the chances of me neglecting to say 'for housework' arent very high considering i dont do much. well chemma even if sometimes it may not feel like it, i love you and cherish your friendship.love always wilko.
well its xmas again, and like last year my parents ruiened it but this time i couldnt talk about it.
and now i need a shoulder to cry on but i could call out and i wont be heard. someone to listen is too much to ask and time can not be wasted on me. yes wilko, like the poem says, i do need you, but this time you dont seem to want to come running, "well chemma even if sometimes it may not feel like it, i love you and cherish your friendship" well lately it hasnt felt like it at all and you cant even tell me were i stand. the above is how you felt last year, now ..... now ..well it hurts because i dont think its how you feel anymore. im sorry that you think i dont want you to spend time with other people, im sorry that some time with you- to talk, to laugh, to be like we once were- is to much to ask. im sorry if i have done something to you and im sorry that i made you angery by asking about it. i dont even remember what i was going to write now. honestly i miss what once was and yeah, i really did need to talk to you around xmas especialy, you've always been the one to understand and i thank you. and i wanted to spend time with you cause im always happy when we do stuff together even if we dont talk about stuff when we plan to it still helps me deal with other stuff. i'll stop asking and trying to organise now, its not what you want you can let me know if this changes. im sorry about everything and if u ever want to tell me how u really feel about this i'll be happy to listen. one part i know is still true- i'll still be waiting and here if u ask for help.
ears forever open to "chemma i need you" if u ever do need me again