And now every negative emotion is back with a fucking vengence. Every little thing is pissing me off. And it makes it incredibly horribly so much more worse when someone says things like, 'Haha its a dog chill out" or "Wow you're in a mood". The feeling is a combination between absolute hysterical anger and right before a panic attack. This is ( Read more... )

Trevor
Nate
George
Stephen
Trevor
Gary
Devin
Nate
Trevor
Ryan

I thought the list would be longer, to be honest. I realize there are repeats.
I miss the old days.

Everything changes.

 The Young Man came to the Old Man seeking counsel.
I broke something, Old Man.
How badly is it broken?
It's in a million little pieces.
I'm afraid I can't help you.
Why?
There's nothing you can do.
Why?
It can't be fixed.
Why?
It's broken beyond repair. It's in a million little pieces.

I am not refering to the book.

     Ah I believe this is the first time since the beginning of sophomore year that I am actually relatively excited about school. Sure I get no sleep but that is because I am somewhat eager to do homework and get that A I haven't seen since middle school! I am a loner at lunch because Ryan and Keri have 5th lunch whilst I have 4th but I think it's ( Read more... )

Charismatic Comforting Quiet Shy Loud Happy Mature Original Musical Artistic Smart Inquisitive

I am where I don't want to be again.

I want to meet someone new. There is so much to learn from someone new. I already know enough about people I know.
Perhaps it is not them, but me.

I'm happy and scared and nostalgic and mad and nervous all at the same time
Because of the past
One last chance? I have always been terrible at making the right decision..

I've just finished my second book in 2 and a half days.
4 more to go.

Last week of summer break.
I have felt sad, angry, happy, nostalgic, lost, peaceful.
Now I'm just waiting for a fresh start, I know I always say I'm going to do better this time, and not mess up this year, but I honestly can't promise anything because I've proven wrong for the past ( Read more... )

 Dude these crest white strip things are sending a piercing pain through one of my teeth.
At least I gots white teeth :)

So I am sort of kind of actually considering taking senior photos. It looks kind of fun. So maybe. Damn school.

I need to figure out what to put on my ballet form so I can know what time it is so I can finish my job applications ( Read more... )

 I watched and waited with my 14 year old cat untill she died.
:(

I don't sleep and there is nobody who is up at this hour to talk to at all anymore.
I am
       sad
         numb
         n
         o
s       y                   s
    a    e                  a
         disappointed
              g
              g
              restless
              alone     a
              v                 d
            sad
              t
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