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It's called a sense of humor, you should get one, they're nice.
The mean reds? You mean like the blues?
No... the blues are because you're getting fat or because it's been raining too long. You're just sad, that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?
I find myself only capable of remembering and not knowing how to weave the ( Read more... ) -
I'll dream about you, I will not doubt you with the passing of time
I stayed at Christo's last Thursday to Sunday. We went to Music in the Park on Thursday night and hung out with Katie Joni && Tori. On Friday we went to the Queen Bean and saw this really awsome band called Halcyonaire. They're from Berkeley and I swear they're so good. Christo bought all the CD's from the show and I bought a poster that the bass ( Read more... ) -
One of us will die inside these arms
Sunday I went rafting with my brother and his friends and his girlfriend.
It was hella fun except for the fact that I haven't spent time outside in about 2 years so by the time we were done I was bright red.
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And I missed the two days out of the whole week that I'm supposed to go to ballet. It really does hurt though. It hurts to walk, to get ( Read more... ) -
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Okay I know I'm only 16.
But my parents are killing me. You would think that since my brother came home they'd be super happy and in a good mood and optimistic for once.
But they aren't. In fact, it's the polar opposite. And they don't show it to anyone else, ESPECIALLY not my brother, but they show it to me. All I get from them is anger. Every ( Read more... ) -
And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall?
I know what I want
But I've got the wrong one
I have been digging myself into a hole
As it turns out I was wrong, this is far from fun
And now all I have is a breaking heart to show
The right one is there
I've known it all along
The love I've been showing the wrong one
Is far from fair
They've been close
Ever so close
I think I'm going to have to end this
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My brother
Left to join the army on September 21.
My brother leaves for Iraq on November 1.
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Polite
My parents are making me go to a college graduation party.
It's for the daughter of a guy my dad works with. My parents just want margaritas.
They think they can't go unless I do.
This is going to be so dumb.
But I'm trying to get excited by listening to dance music.
Je Veux Te Voir - YELLE
Tiny Cities Made of Ashes - Modest Mouse
D.A.N.C.E ( Read more... ) -
Hey you
Ugh the shit never stops!
My dad found another bottle of alchohol in my closet, and my parents took my phone away and the idea of counseling has been brought up again.
I don't care to do counseling but I will not do family counseling.
I really want my phone back.
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Writer's Block: Friends and acquaintences
A friend is someone you can hang out with, talk to sincerely and trust.
An acquaintance is a person you know but you wouldn't tell them you're secrets or hang out with one on one.
I have many acquaintances and few friends.
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Can't match the right time to the right day so we might as well forget it
I haven't updated in a while because I got bad grades and my parents wouldn't let me on my computer and they took away my phone.
I have them both back :]
Today we had a 'Spring Fling' at school. It's pretty much where both lunches are combined so it's longer and all the clubs have different activities to do or food to eat and it was pretty cool. It ( Read more... )