Tomorrow is the day. I think there was much anticipation of panick ( with a k, it makes it just.. more ), but these people underestimate my capacity for internalization. Actually, while I am kinda nervous, I've had to deal with this feeling on numerous occasions in the past.

That being said, I had been looking forward to vlarp tonight; that is ( Read more... )

I'll start this by saying that I usually don't make comments in my LJ about ongoing 'issues' involving my friends or aquaintances. My lack of social filters combined with the written format has the strong potential to blow up in my face. I'm not at all saying that commenting on these things is bad- in other words, I am making no value judgements on ( Read more... )

  I have been bamboozled. Lead down the good-intentioned road to hell. In a handbasket, no less.

G bought WoW a few days ago. Thats fine, cool, I'm totally okay with it- encouraging even. So last night, he says to me with sweet doe eyes and batting lashes .. The game came with this 10 day guest pass thing.. I know you don't really do mmorpgs ( Read more... )

 I am in dire need of a change. Like something new and dramatic with my hair. I stood and stared at the wall of hair color in the drugstore tonight; G prodding me toward the dark, bright ( oddly, not an oxymoron when it comes to haircolor ) reds. Or black.. what do I look like with black hair, he says. Strawberry blonde?

I just don't know. I want ( Read more... )

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I woke up, and there was a wonderful card, and roses and jellybeans waiting for me. My husband is the best husband ever. Gosh golly I love him.

  G's work got funding. Which means there is money, coming home with him this evening. I am scared to relax, but tonight there will be celebration. There will be food, and money spending in frivolous, unguilty ways. I am still nervous, in that vague longterm kind of way. We've had the rug of financial security snatched out from under us so many ( Read more... )

  Sleep would be nice. Oh so nice.

If only my cough didn't have such bad timing. Or sound like a seal in heat calling for potential mates 5 ice packs over.

These things would be nice. On the other hand, Public Television is swell, and makes me happy. I am a nerd.

On a completely unrelated note ( unless you count my terror that I will start ( Read more... )

 Can someone explain to me at which point it became MY responsibility to teach people common decency, and how not to be a fuckard? Why exactly can I not expect better from people, without having to explain it to them?

I would go on, but it's best I do not.

  12:30pm. Surgery. For an hour, I will be unconscious with a tube crammed down my throat and into my lungs so I can breathe. Surgical utensil like instruments will be forced up through my nose and into my sinus cavities, burning and cutting away in the hopes that their policy of slash and burn widening will stop this constant discomfort and pain.

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