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G's work got funding. Which means there is money, coming home with him this evening. I am scared to relax, but tonight there will be celebration. There will be food, and money spending in frivolous, unguilty ways. I am still nervous, in that vague longterm kind of way. We've had the rug of financial security snatched out from under us so many times, just when we thought it was all okay.. but for tonight, I will be happy, I will relax.
Everything's been so wrapped up in a mess of stress and worry, and we have been smothered in it. Tonight, we will breathe, and whatever happens with it later, we'll get through it.
For those of you who've been so very very supportive over the past year- thank you.