I feel icky. Last night i was gonna go out.. and my plans didnt work out.. so i stayed in, and that royally sucked, tonight im just feeling like shit, i know whats wrong, but i dont want to say it on here, but it seems like this is the only place i can get it out. grr, ill just say it but leave out names. this person ive recently become friends ( Read more... )

right now, im so over everything, people who i thought were my friends, arent, im pissed that my parents cant act like my parents, sad because i think my sister is getting irritated at me staying here, and annoyed cuz i dont understand why at times i can be so unwanted by people. i dont think im a bad person, im a sure as hell a good friend, im ( Read more... )

so with my current situation i saw the craziest metaphor that described exactly how i felt. i was watching Kill Bill Volume 2, and for all the people who have seen it, they will know what part im talking about, she gets barried alive in a wooden box, her feet and hands are tied up, and all she has is a flashlight. i feel like i am stuck in a wooden ( Read more... )

So.. how's it hangin? I don't really know who im talking to.. but eh whatever. Anyway, life has been crazy with the new semester starting up. Got some new classes. Which means more homework..oh joy.. but ive been keeping up with it, im quite proud of myself. its 2am, i should be at home.. sleepin.. in my bed.. my nice warm comfy soft bed..mmmm* ( Read more... )

Hey party people! whats up? not much here. Just bored and in Mr. Macre's class, he is my web design teacher. A kool guy. So I miss my lil Emo boy. His name is Tim and he is excellente lol. He was the guy i was talking about last post, but he didnt fail his lil "test" which is awesome. Anyway, life is half way decent, but some scary things happened ( Read more... )

a bit depressed a lil confused and somewhere beneath it all, happy and in love? i know, i know, it doesnt make sense..or does it? its times like these i think im bi-polar..prolly am.. how healthy. sad cuz i miss one of my old friends, who just cant seem to deal with her jealousy. anxious cuz i want to talk and see someone so bad, but i cant.. and ( Read more... )

Nick Zinner is sexy!!! Who is Nick Xinner you ask? Why, he is the YUMMY guitarist from the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, one of the greatest bands of all time! hehe. Jeffy knows what im talking about! WOOO!!! So, it was weird cuz i totally started crushin' on him outta nowhere, he is one of my new obsessions! hehe Perhaps its his high hair that i just find so ( Read more... )

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I AM 51% GOTH!
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