DEpressed
I feel icky. Last night i was gonna go out.. and my plans didnt work out.. so i stayed in, and that royally sucked, tonight im just feeling like shit, i know whats wrong, but i dont want to say it on here, but it seems like this is the only place i can get it out. grr, ill just say it but leave out names. this person ive recently become friends with is misleading, one moment they seem really kool and into being friends, the next they seem too busy and just not into me as a friend at all. like last night, we made wishwashy plans, but they kinda said it was pointless to come all the way here and pick me up, cuz they werent sure what they were gonna do.. then they said they found something to do, but before i could even ask if that meant ifi could come or not they left. then, i talked to them tonight.. and i kinda would have hoped they would have apologized for last night, but they didnt.. instead they asked how i was then said they couldnt talk.. which i kinda understand.. i just.. i dunno. i really wish we could have hanged last night, i really excited about it, so i could get out of the house, and i thought it would be fun to hang with them. they said we could hang later.. but im sure it wont happen.. and im like all depressed right now. and i fuckin hate it. and part of it is because of the person, because of last night. anyway.. im gonna go, later all