Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I feel like Im losing touch with everything....Something is very wrong... I cant pin point it, but its bringing me down... deeper...further...and I feel like ill never be able to crawl out...

I still hurt so bad about him ripping the pictures of us off of my walls.... Every time i look at that spot in my room I get ( Read more... )

Monday, November 28, 2005

so... thanksgiving was like.. the BEST ever! got to sleep in. lay around. go eat. yeah. yummy food. definately had too much. FANtastic.

i wish i was like those lil tiny girls that have bottomless pits of stomachs. and DONT gain a pound. damnit.

anywayz... after that... went and picked robbie up and johnny and went to ( Read more... )

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

okay... so i lied...

i had a good breakfast... fruit smoothie just as i said.

but for lunch i had a soft shell chicken fajita with lettuce...matoes... onions... and some ranch... and pear slices.

so im doing okay.

oh and i had a chocolate milk.

but after school today im going home... eating NOTHING... going over ( Read more... )

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tomorrows Meal Plan

(lets see how good i follow)

• Breakfast

8:00 a.m.

1. Fruit -n- Veggie smoothie

grapes, apples, strawberries, banana, cottage cheese, yogurt, carrots

• Lunch

12:05 p.m.

1. 3/4 cup veggie soup

brussel sprouts, carrots, V8, onions, rice, celery, chicken, corn, green pepper

2. 1/4 cup of cottage cheese

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ive just broke down.

sometimes i want to scream and cry until my throat rebels and ruptures....punch and kick until im dripping with blood... cry until there is absolutely NOTHING wet left inside of me...

i wish i was the girl....the girl with the flat tummy... the gorgeous hipbones... the perfectly toned arms.. the long smooth legs... the ( Read more... )

i really dont like skool.

im gone too much.

i know you all hate me for it.

:(

something is wrong and im not sure what.... i was doing so great in skool. then i stopped wanting to go. im soo tired all the time i cant help it. i really cant. i hate it so much. i need something to keep me AWAKE!! if i wanted... all i would do is SLEEP all the ( Read more... )

new clothes and stuff i bought for myself this weekend. they are cute.

i need to dye my hair.... ANY SUGGESTIONS?!?!?!

worked today. sucked.

went home. got ready. went to johnnys.

went to walmart. and old navy.

then i came home. johnny is mad at me for no apparent reason.

im not sure why i havent typed much lately.

i need to start thinking ( Read more... )

Sunday, November 20, 2005

i would kill for a lap top. god damnit.

i really really really want that cell phone too.

......unfortunately i have a parking ticket. i need to get me one of them handicap sign things. just for the hell of it.

i wish i had money. i wish my mom would contribute some money to MY LIFE. ive paid for EVERYTHING. for the ( Read more... )

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no comments anymore...

:: sniffoe ::

i am sad.