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i really dont like skool.
im gone too much.
i know you all hate me for it.
:(
something is wrong and im not sure what.... i was doing so great in skool. then i stopped wanting to go. im soo tired all the time i cant help it. i really cant. i hate it so much. i need something to keep me AWAKE!! if i wanted... all i would do is SLEEP all the fucking time.
i might fail tutoring because the fucking whore teacher told me she didnt need me and half the time i just stayed in school because i had to take tests and shiz. i cant help it if im gone. i TOLD mr. kaczor 4th hour is when all my appts. are.
but whateve.
i need to talk to korr and mel :: im sooo sad and i dont wanna talk to anyone else. ::
plus johnny is mad at me for just about the stupidest reason ever. but.. he wants me to be completely 110% honest with him... and i AM. but yet all he does is say "oh i slept with a girl last night... haha..." or "i know this kid that died and hes a GOOD friend of mine" (even though he doesnt really know him) its just... all these little things just got on my nerves and i finally snapped last night ya know?
i know im being stupid and i shouldnt have acted like i did. but i was a little mad. and i had to go pick up my mom and hes so difficult sometimes.
but i love him. i really really really do.
i gotta go or something.