So yesterday was very very tiring. I love kyle to death, when he holds me i feel safe and i haven't for a long time. I can tell how much he loves me... not one of my friends get to see that, but you figure they could see it in me. Yesterday i hear the words "kyle had sex with whitney" i can't even explain to you how bad i wanted to fall apart at ( Read more... )

been awile since i updated and things have been up and down. Had a rough patch with kyle again, but we're working through it. I'm working on getting my license and we'll see where things go from there. Been thinking about old times here recently. i miss them and at the same time i wonder why. I try not to think about the past as often as i use to, ( Read more... )

so let's see. I gotta spend the day with kyle yesterday. :) i hate not being able to see him when i want. It depresses me sometimes. He had to be at work at 5 this morning and i till stayed the nite. He brought me home at 4:30 this morning. I swear that time shouldn't exisit. lol. He was in a bad mood yesterday. I hate seeing him like that. ( Read more... )

so ok let's analyze a few things. I wake up in the morning go to school, call kyle, either go to work or bak to school depending on the day, then call kyle and talk till he goes to sleep. Then friday nite gets here i go to work and kyle picks me up and i stay with him until i work again on sunday go home and my week starts over. so let's think ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me... every year i get my hopes up that on my birthday i might actually be happy. But it never fails. -sigh- its not ne thing that someone did this year, just not what i wanted. I wanted to spend the day with kyle and come home and do the family thign ya know. Kyle ended up having to work over time and got home just in time to ( Read more... )

so intresting i have pnemonia.. or however you spell that. spent 4 hours in the hospital with a temp of 103. They stuck me with too many needles. I had an iv in my hand and now i have a bruise and then they took x-rays which i still don't understand. whatever not much else has been going on. kyle and i still seem good as long as people quit trying ( Read more... )

Yea so my last post was kinda depressing. I couldn't help it i mean i always knew it could all come to an end but when he told me we weren't gonna see much of each other ne more i lost it. I cried for 2 days. I don't know why the thought of being without him hurt me so much but it did. He picked me up from work yesterday. He said I was all he could ( Read more... )

so the other shoe finally dropped last nite. I knew I was too happy for things to go any better. Kyle and I finally had the talk I've been dreding. He and robbie are going to get an apartment/house whatever. He's gonna start working 10 hour days and working weekends so he can pay for his truck, pay for my car, and get a place with robbie. Which ( Read more... )

Haylow! So things seem good. Tommorrow i getta go out with all my gurls and dress up and just have some nice clean fun.When i told kyle he was like.... ok and then he asked what time i would be done cause i spend all my weekends with him. I told him i was staying the nite and he keeps giving me a hard time about it. He understands i wanna see my ( Read more... )

so i know its been a long time since i updated and recently i haven't really gone into detail about my life and i should cause i don't getta see most of the people that read this. so you all dont get to know what is going on. so lets see... i should start at isu on the 24th of august. gees that seems so soon. i wanna go back to school but at the ( Read more... )