why can't i just love him?

[pixie15angel]

So yesterday was very very tiring. I love kyle to death, when he holds me i feel safe and i haven't for a long time. I can tell how much he loves me... not one of my friends get to see that, but you figure they could see it in me. Yesterday i hear the words "kyle had sex with whitney" i can't even explain to you how bad i wanted to fall apart at

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[anonymous]

ok im not trying to be mean at all here just take it as what it is... from what i heard... is that she was with him and they had sex and somebody (cant remember who) walked in on them. why would somebody make up something like they had sex with your boyfriend?? just to hurt you on purpose? i mean why would she be "delusional" unless she knows you and WAS indeed doing it on purpose. if i had sex with a guy that i knew had a boyfriend, I'D DEFINATELY FLAUNT IT! i mean why the hell not, hes the one in trouble. there comes a time when you need to stop loving him for a second and think about "what if he did??" if later on you do in fact find out that he did cheat on you... how bad do you think its going to hurt you knowing that he lied straight to your face??? why would all your friends make up bullshit??? i mean come on traci, you watch tv and watch those movies (about people saying how they can never tell their best friends that their boyfriend cheated on her because the girl won't believe her friends) it hurts me more than anything that

[pixie15angel]

i know everyone wnats to look out for me but i can't believe a word that gurl says. I've heard about nine different stories now and not one of them match the other. I don't know how it got started or where it came from but i had a decent amount of time to process what i was going to do before i talked to him. I do remember what it felt like to fall as hard as i did with conner and i still cower from the pain he caused me, and i am aware i've put myself out there a lot with kyle but its what feels rite. what i can't explain to ne one just for lack of vocab is how he makes me feel. The fear in his voice, in his touch, in his eyes of losing me... i did sit and think about if this was true... if he really did cheat on me and i just can't process it. it doesn't make ne sense. the story you just told me about someone walking in on them is a completely different story then the one bri and critty told me yesterday and is completely different then the one robbie and leighann tell who happened to actually be with kyle and whitney that day. Her

[anonymous]

traci tremmel! now, im not saying anything bout the post because i havent the slightest clue however next friday...im having a movie night...october 14. it doesnt matter if u have to come late! just try to come! erica will back in town too...lol anywho...2367704
katie simmmmonnn