Chapter 19
Chapter 19...
Title: While You Loved Me
Author: Abs pierres_nuckfut
Chapter: 19
Pairing: P/D
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU
Summary: His mind now filled with how lucky he was to have Pierre as his boyfriend. He was responsible, dedicated and loving. Suddenly David felt bad that he couldn't do the same for him. He felt that he was nothing but trouble for Pierre.
Disclaimer: Don’t own any member of Simple Plan as much as I don’t own anyone right now :(...
Dedication: This fic is for those of you whom read and commented on the previous chapters, you guys had made my days :)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8
Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12
Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16
Chapter 17 Chapter 18
Pierre woke up from a comfortable slumber. A huge smile appeared on his face, it had been almost three months after his profession of love to David, but he still couldn't believe that he was there, waking up beside the love of his life. Every morning was a new and exciting one for him.
He could sense the presence of David next to him, cuddling on his chest, holding onto his body, assuring Pierre that he would never let him go. It looked as if David was the one who needed Pierre to be around, the one that dependent, the one that reliant, when in fact, it was not fully true, because both of them were dependent to each other, they were inseparable, addicted for one another.
The morning light shined through a rift of the curtain just enough to illuminate the room. Pierre stared at David's sleeping face, adoring the vision of him. He leaned forward and kissed David's forehead gently, whispering 'I love you'.
His hands were starting to get cramped, but he tried to ignore them, afraid of waking David up, so he stayed there in silence, watching every breath David took, feeling thankful of what he had in his life.
An hour later, David opened his eyes lightly, slowly arising out of the sleeping state. Taking a deep breath, he looked up and met Pierre's longing eyes.
"Good morning, love…" Pierre whispered.
"Morning…" David replied lazily which more sounded like a groan. He put his head back on Pierre's chest, closing his eyes once again, snuggling on Pierre.
Pierre tightened his embrace, his right hand snaked around David's waist as the left one moving up to caress David's cheek before running his fingers through the black strand. Few minutes passed by as they continued to cuddle.
A noise from Pierre's stomach made David giggled, "hungry, huh!"
Pierre nodded coyly, showing David a goofy smile. David moved away from Pierre and began to sit up on the bed as Pierre followed the same.
"I'm gonna make us some breakfast," Pierre said, standing up from the bed and then walking out of the bedroom.
Twenty minutes later, David walked up toward the living room, finding Pierre whom was sitting on a chair, reading on morning newspaper. He could smell the scent of breakfast on the dining table in front of Pierre.
He stopped behind Pierre's muscular body, taking a second to place his hands around Pierre's waist, planting a soft kiss on his neck. Pierre surrendered toward David's little action, glancing his head slightly, closing his eyes, cherished on everything at that exact moment.
David let go his embrace, hopping onto the chair next to Pierre as Pierre pouted a little for the lost of body contact with David.
A ring tone on Pierre's mobile was heard. Pierre received the call and started a conversation with the person on the other end. Pierre inattentively stood up and then walked away from David. The call seemed to be very serious as David could only hear were 'what', 'I can't', 'but I already asked his permission', and Pierre finally flipped off his mobile murmuring 'asshole' under his breath.
"What's going on?" David asked concernedly as Pierre sat down on his previous spot.
"Nothing…" Pierre replied, sounding mad.
David heaved a sigh, not knowing what else to say.
"Dave, I've gotta go to the office today, I'll call Seb to accompany you to the doctor, okay?" Pierre inquired David's permission. He supposed to escort David to the hospital for his weekly appointment with the doctor later on. David still had one surgery to go, which was schedule in two weeks. After that he was expected to be fully recovered. And so, David still needed to check up his condition for the surgery.
David stared at Pierre with an oh-so-that-was-what-the-phone-call-about look.
"It's okay, Pie… I could go there by myself," David answered sounding sincere.
"I'm sorry, okay, my idiotic co-worker lost my monthly report, and so I have to print a new one for my boss," Pierre rambled.
"Pierre, it's okay, now go and dressed up, you don't want your boss to yell at you, do you?"
Pierre stopped his rambling and went toward the room to get changed. Five minutes later, he was ready to go.
"Are you sure you'll be alright, Dave?" Pierre asked again just before he walked out of the apartment.
"Yes, I'll be fine," David ensured.
"If you need anything, just call, okay?"
David nodded slowly. His mind now filled with how lucky he was to have Pierre as his boyfriend. He was responsible, dedicated and loving. Suddenly David felt bad that he couldn't do the same for him. He felt that he was nothing but trouble for Pierre. His self-conscious crept up his mind, wondering whether he deserved someone as good as Pierre in his life.
"Dave…" Pierre's tender voice woke him up from his daydream, "are you alright?"
Looking at David with concern, Pierre moved closer, canceling to go to the office as worried filled into his mind.
"Yeah… I was just wondering whether I deserve you as a boyfriend or not…" David said self-consciously.
Pierre's jaw dropped a little hearing David's words. He couldn't believe that David would say those kinds of things.
"I mean, you wouldn't have to deal with this trouble if you have a healthy lover," David continued, unaware of the change on Pierre's expression.
Pierre's heart trembled listening those words.
"Stop it!" Pierre snapped, making David alarmed of what had happened.
"Don't you ever say that again!" Pierre eyes reddened with anger, his breath was shaky, and his fingers had rolled into a fist.
Everything that David said had gotten to Pierre. It was as if everything that he had done was nothing. He had done a worthless effort. He had failed to show David that he meant the world for him and that his love was everything that he needed.
"I'm sorry…" David mumbled his apology, knowing that he had made Pierre very upset.
Pierre took a deep breath, averting his gaze off of David. He was really mad at David, but he knew that there was no use of fighting, so he decided to go and left David there all alone.
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Pierre stepped out of the car, slamming the door behind him, walking toward his office with a straight face. Few people passed him with smile and greet, but he ignored them. He threw himself on his desk, turning the computer at once. Tapping his fingers impatiently while the windows started to load, he couldn't wait for his work to be done.
He heaved a sigh as he saw the desktop of the computer which shown David's picture. His head was suddenly filled with David's words.
'I was just wondering whether I deserve you as a boyfriend or not…'
He hated those words. Really hated those words. How David could be so insensitive about it was beyond him. Didn't David know how much he loved him? Didn't David know how much he needed him?
Ever since he and David got back together, Pierre had done a lot of things just to show David that he was everything for him. Pierre had put a lot of efforts just to prove his love for him. But those words were somehow confirming that he had failed.
A telephone ring on his desk snapped him out of his contemplation. Picking it up carelessly, he said, "hello."
'Pierre! My office, now!'
The voice of his boss emerged from the speaker before the call ended. Taking a deep breath, he pulled himself up and then walked toward the door.
A short message received on his cell phone as he walked toward his boss' office. The message was from David. Taking a sigh, he took a second before reading it.
Pierre… I'm sorry…
It was a short, yet straight to the point message. His heart fluttered reading the message. David still could make his heart leapt, he always did. But then Pierre decided to ignore it. There were too much things going through his mind right then, so he figured that maybe they needed some times to think it all over again. Right now, he decided that he should be focusing on his job.
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Several hours later, David found himself sitting on the couch of the hospital's waiting room for his appointment. His headache was once again lingered since the incident he had with Pierre this morning at the apartment. He didn't want by any mean to hurt Pierre with those words. He was just trying to say what was on his mind, but unfortunately Pierre took it for granted.
He was sulking by himself, wondering whether Pierre would forgive him or not. Pierre hadn't returned his message neither answered his phone call. Right then, he was afraid that he had crossed the line this time. Suddenly, the will to live vanished into the air.
"Mr. Desrosier," A nurse's voice called out his name. David stood up weakly and then walked ahead the doctor room accompanied by the nurse, but before he entered the room, he lost the energy to move forward, faltering toward the door before collapsing onto the floor.
-End of Chapter 19-
A/n: First of all, I'd like to say I'm sorry if it took forever for me to update this fic, I've got some problem with my internet connection this couple of weeks, and I just got online today... anyway, I hope someone would still remember this crappy fic, there are only two chapters to go before I wrapped up this whole story, and I hope you guys would still reading this till the final chapter... well, thanks again for reading, and please do leave some comments and critiques, and give me a sign that someone still read this worthless fic *nods*
<3 Abs
Title: While You Loved Me
Author: Abs pierres_nuckfut
Chapter: 19
Pairing: P/D
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU
Summary: His mind now filled with how lucky he was to have Pierre as his boyfriend. He was responsible, dedicated and loving. Suddenly David felt bad that he couldn't do the same for him. He felt that he was nothing but trouble for Pierre.
Disclaimer: Don’t own any member of Simple Plan as much as I don’t own anyone right now :(...
Dedication: This fic is for those of you whom read and commented on the previous chapters, you guys had made my days :)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8
Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12
Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16
Chapter 17 Chapter 18
Pierre woke up from a comfortable slumber. A huge smile appeared on his face, it had been almost three months after his profession of love to David, but he still couldn't believe that he was there, waking up beside the love of his life. Every morning was a new and exciting one for him.
He could sense the presence of David next to him, cuddling on his chest, holding onto his body, assuring Pierre that he would never let him go. It looked as if David was the one who needed Pierre to be around, the one that dependent, the one that reliant, when in fact, it was not fully true, because both of them were dependent to each other, they were inseparable, addicted for one another.
The morning light shined through a rift of the curtain just enough to illuminate the room. Pierre stared at David's sleeping face, adoring the vision of him. He leaned forward and kissed David's forehead gently, whispering 'I love you'.
His hands were starting to get cramped, but he tried to ignore them, afraid of waking David up, so he stayed there in silence, watching every breath David took, feeling thankful of what he had in his life.
An hour later, David opened his eyes lightly, slowly arising out of the sleeping state. Taking a deep breath, he looked up and met Pierre's longing eyes.
"Good morning, love…" Pierre whispered.
"Morning…" David replied lazily which more sounded like a groan. He put his head back on Pierre's chest, closing his eyes once again, snuggling on Pierre.
Pierre tightened his embrace, his right hand snaked around David's waist as the left one moving up to caress David's cheek before running his fingers through the black strand. Few minutes passed by as they continued to cuddle.
A noise from Pierre's stomach made David giggled, "hungry, huh!"
Pierre nodded coyly, showing David a goofy smile. David moved away from Pierre and began to sit up on the bed as Pierre followed the same.
"I'm gonna make us some breakfast," Pierre said, standing up from the bed and then walking out of the bedroom.
Twenty minutes later, David walked up toward the living room, finding Pierre whom was sitting on a chair, reading on morning newspaper. He could smell the scent of breakfast on the dining table in front of Pierre.
He stopped behind Pierre's muscular body, taking a second to place his hands around Pierre's waist, planting a soft kiss on his neck. Pierre surrendered toward David's little action, glancing his head slightly, closing his eyes, cherished on everything at that exact moment.
David let go his embrace, hopping onto the chair next to Pierre as Pierre pouted a little for the lost of body contact with David.
A ring tone on Pierre's mobile was heard. Pierre received the call and started a conversation with the person on the other end. Pierre inattentively stood up and then walked away from David. The call seemed to be very serious as David could only hear were 'what', 'I can't', 'but I already asked his permission', and Pierre finally flipped off his mobile murmuring 'asshole' under his breath.
"What's going on?" David asked concernedly as Pierre sat down on his previous spot.
"Nothing…" Pierre replied, sounding mad.
David heaved a sigh, not knowing what else to say.
"Dave, I've gotta go to the office today, I'll call Seb to accompany you to the doctor, okay?" Pierre inquired David's permission. He supposed to escort David to the hospital for his weekly appointment with the doctor later on. David still had one surgery to go, which was schedule in two weeks. After that he was expected to be fully recovered. And so, David still needed to check up his condition for the surgery.
David stared at Pierre with an oh-so-that-was-what-the-phone-call-about look.
"It's okay, Pie… I could go there by myself," David answered sounding sincere.
"I'm sorry, okay, my idiotic co-worker lost my monthly report, and so I have to print a new one for my boss," Pierre rambled.
"Pierre, it's okay, now go and dressed up, you don't want your boss to yell at you, do you?"
Pierre stopped his rambling and went toward the room to get changed. Five minutes later, he was ready to go.
"Are you sure you'll be alright, Dave?" Pierre asked again just before he walked out of the apartment.
"Yes, I'll be fine," David ensured.
"If you need anything, just call, okay?"
David nodded slowly. His mind now filled with how lucky he was to have Pierre as his boyfriend. He was responsible, dedicated and loving. Suddenly David felt bad that he couldn't do the same for him. He felt that he was nothing but trouble for Pierre. His self-conscious crept up his mind, wondering whether he deserved someone as good as Pierre in his life.
"Dave…" Pierre's tender voice woke him up from his daydream, "are you alright?"
Looking at David with concern, Pierre moved closer, canceling to go to the office as worried filled into his mind.
"Yeah… I was just wondering whether I deserve you as a boyfriend or not…" David said self-consciously.
Pierre's jaw dropped a little hearing David's words. He couldn't believe that David would say those kinds of things.
"I mean, you wouldn't have to deal with this trouble if you have a healthy lover," David continued, unaware of the change on Pierre's expression.
Pierre's heart trembled listening those words.
"Stop it!" Pierre snapped, making David alarmed of what had happened.
"Don't you ever say that again!" Pierre eyes reddened with anger, his breath was shaky, and his fingers had rolled into a fist.
Everything that David said had gotten to Pierre. It was as if everything that he had done was nothing. He had done a worthless effort. He had failed to show David that he meant the world for him and that his love was everything that he needed.
"I'm sorry…" David mumbled his apology, knowing that he had made Pierre very upset.
Pierre took a deep breath, averting his gaze off of David. He was really mad at David, but he knew that there was no use of fighting, so he decided to go and left David there all alone.
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Pierre stepped out of the car, slamming the door behind him, walking toward his office with a straight face. Few people passed him with smile and greet, but he ignored them. He threw himself on his desk, turning the computer at once. Tapping his fingers impatiently while the windows started to load, he couldn't wait for his work to be done.
He heaved a sigh as he saw the desktop of the computer which shown David's picture. His head was suddenly filled with David's words.
'I was just wondering whether I deserve you as a boyfriend or not…'
He hated those words. Really hated those words. How David could be so insensitive about it was beyond him. Didn't David know how much he loved him? Didn't David know how much he needed him?
Ever since he and David got back together, Pierre had done a lot of things just to show David that he was everything for him. Pierre had put a lot of efforts just to prove his love for him. But those words were somehow confirming that he had failed.
A telephone ring on his desk snapped him out of his contemplation. Picking it up carelessly, he said, "hello."
'Pierre! My office, now!'
The voice of his boss emerged from the speaker before the call ended. Taking a deep breath, he pulled himself up and then walked toward the door.
A short message received on his cell phone as he walked toward his boss' office. The message was from David. Taking a sigh, he took a second before reading it.
Pierre… I'm sorry…
It was a short, yet straight to the point message. His heart fluttered reading the message. David still could make his heart leapt, he always did. But then Pierre decided to ignore it. There were too much things going through his mind right then, so he figured that maybe they needed some times to think it all over again. Right now, he decided that he should be focusing on his job.
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Several hours later, David found himself sitting on the couch of the hospital's waiting room for his appointment. His headache was once again lingered since the incident he had with Pierre this morning at the apartment. He didn't want by any mean to hurt Pierre with those words. He was just trying to say what was on his mind, but unfortunately Pierre took it for granted.
He was sulking by himself, wondering whether Pierre would forgive him or not. Pierre hadn't returned his message neither answered his phone call. Right then, he was afraid that he had crossed the line this time. Suddenly, the will to live vanished into the air.
"Mr. Desrosier," A nurse's voice called out his name. David stood up weakly and then walked ahead the doctor room accompanied by the nurse, but before he entered the room, he lost the energy to move forward, faltering toward the door before collapsing onto the floor.
-End of Chapter 19-
A/n: First of all, I'd like to say I'm sorry if it took forever for me to update this fic, I've got some problem with my internet connection this couple of weeks, and I just got online today... anyway, I hope someone would still remember this crappy fic, there are only two chapters to go before I wrapped up this whole story, and I hope you guys would still reading this till the final chapter... well, thanks again for reading, and please do leave some comments and critiques, and give me a sign that someone still read this worthless fic *nods*
<3 Abs