i really was going to post this whole long pissed off jumble of words about how she doesn't trust me still. i guess she has a damn good reaosn not to. i should be doing homework and excersizing but i'm not. obviously ( Read more... )

im so happy im fucking leaving ( Read more... )

its gotten better. since the coffeehouse me and kyle made up apparently. i guess we're okay now. i saw his girlfriend haha. weird stuff. pretty awkward and atleast shes not one of those girls who look different in real life than on myspace. she looks exactly how i pictured. well, this weekend is going to be really exciting. my dad's leaving to san ( Read more... )

ps;

why cant i stop trying to impress what will never work out. FUCK. im so negative i want to watch reign over me all over again and make harry talk to me about being greatful for what i have. hey harry, lets be friends again so we can talk about how i need positivity in my life again.

knee deep in bullshit ( Read more... )

im in such a weird and awkward mood. i felt like posting because its been a while. and because i just saw a picture of shelby and kyle from homecoming. i don't know if it was a pang to my heart or a sign of releif? i don't really know. i don't want to know actually. it all just got me thinking, why i'm all of a sudden feeling not good enough for ( Read more... )

IM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW.
WHAT THE FUCK.
WOW
I HAVENT FELT THIS WAY IN SO LONG
WOW
AND I REALISED I LEFT MY PACK IN KARISSAS CAR
AND IM FUCKING GOING CRAZY

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quit smoking.

HAHAHA
LETS SEE HOW LONG THIS LASTS, EY?

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