falling
knee deep in bullshit.
dead serious.
no really.
i want everything bad that happened in the past 5 months to just poof away. i want to live happy again. i want to keep thinking positive when everything that happens is absolutely negative. i want to like the isladn again. i want to feel in control. i want to say i know who i am and i know what i want. i want to know how to stick up for myself. i want to learn to love. i want to learn to live. i want i want i want. everything i can't have. i want but i cant. i love but i wont. i hurt when i dont. i forget what i remember. i will but i wont. i do and i dont. fuck this island. let me go to sleep.
i neever want to fall in love. ever. again.
dead serious.
no really.
i want everything bad that happened in the past 5 months to just poof away. i want to live happy again. i want to keep thinking positive when everything that happens is absolutely negative. i want to like the isladn again. i want to feel in control. i want to say i know who i am and i know what i want. i want to know how to stick up for myself. i want to learn to love. i want to learn to live. i want i want i want. everything i can't have. i want but i cant. i love but i wont. i hurt when i dont. i forget what i remember. i will but i wont. i do and i dont. fuck this island. let me go to sleep.
i neever want to fall in love. ever. again.