What if I moved back to Wisconsin?

<3

It's frustrating that I have a constant battle raging inside my head. I over-analayze everything and it gets old. I lay awake at night thinking about all these crazy things going on in my life, and then I have to fight with myself to not think into them too deeply. I think about Shay, should I call him, should we be friends, should I forget ( Read more... )

I wrote Shay a letter last night; not a long one, there was just some things I needed to get off my chest that I thought he should hear. It wasn't mean. It was actually very nice, and if a boy wrote me a letter like that I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I fought with myself all day on whether or not I should actually mail it. I put it in an ( Read more... )

I have come to several realizations in the past week; about myself, about relationships; and about significant friendships. I don't know why I am the type of girl that needs to have a boyfriend to feel significant. I haven't been single for more than 6 months since jr. high. I don't know if it has to do with growing up without a father...it is very ( Read more... )

I am leaving to do summer staff up at Lost Canyon for three weeks (June 2nd-June 25th). Send me letters!!!!

Laura Grosse
Summer Staff
Lost Canyon
1450 Perkinsville Road
Williams, AZ 86046

I love you all. <333

I have realized a lot about msyelf lately. I think everyone is screwed up to a certain extent, and I am definitely no exception. The scars that past experiences have left on me are becoming more and more apparent everyday. Now, don't get me wrong, I am incredibly happy. It's just that I used to pretend to not care about certain things, as if ( Read more... )

Nothing I do will ever be good enough.

i think im done with lj.

I decided I should update finally ( Read more... )

Nineteen years ago today my mom gave birth to me.

In other words, it's my birthday. <3