First off, I would like to comment on how in the last entry I said I would write more often. Haha ( Read more... )

Another date with Jackie tonight. I wanted answers to questions I couldn't ask. How fitting that we went to see Sherlock Holmes. I learned as much as I needed to. I think my life would have been easier had she never walked in, but pain is simply weakness leaving the body ( Read more... )

I hate being up at 5:30 in the morning, yet here I am. I was asleep briefly but awoke to my roommate's return. I sat and told him about my night. I said, at the end, "Fucked up, right ( Read more... )

Bbq ribs and red wine do not pair well together.

Yeah, everything that I thought would happen did. At least, that is what she told me. We decided not to see eachother romantically anymore last night. It was tough to stick around afterwards and spend time with her because It was hard for me not to want to hold her. We watched Alfie together, and there is a part where an old man talks about ( Read more... )

I am at a crossroads of sorts. I am seeing a girl right now. This is obvious, because I wouldn't be writing in my life journal if I wasn't. She has captured my heart harder than any girl since I don't know when. Her personality mixed with her beauty topped off with the way she smiles at me makes me heart melt every time I see her. However, she ( Read more... )

Ever since my breakup with Hope, there have been many things that have been on my mind. I have not had time to sort everything out, but at the same time, I feel like things have been resolved in a subconscious way. Basically, my intuition knows what I'm going to do, but I don't. I'm going to start writing things out, though, so that maybe I can ( Read more... )

There are many things I want to write right now. I am trying to be honest with myself, which at the least is something that Hope trained me to do. I am very drunk and tired, so I will wait until tomorrow to write if I even write at all. Life, though, is very unmotivational right now. I thought that I had found everything that I needed, and I ( Read more... )

Today, I went out and felt like the air just felt better. Part of that is because it does, but still, the world seems like a little bit better place. I understand now, though, the danger of living by yourself. It was easy to sleep alone before because I knew I had someone waiting for me not so far away. Now, there is just a hole. It makes it ( Read more... )

How fitting that it is raining. I am hurt and have so many things that I want to say to her, but I'm not going to because all that is going to do is hurt her more. This is not a good time to live by yourself.

Time to choose a quest.