Told ya
Yeah, everything that I thought would happen did. At least, that is what she told me. We decided not to see eachother romantically anymore last night. It was tough to stick around afterwards and spend time with her because It was hard for me not to want to hold her. We watched Alfie together, and there is a part where an old man talks about making the most of everyday. I wanted to jump across the bed and snatch her up and not let her go. She told me that we may be together again someday, but who knows if someday will ever come. That's the same thing she would say about her music career, and I can't blame her for picking that over me.
My first instinct is to go out and meet other women. I think about just finding some girl that is easy and making out with her. But I've done it all before, and I know it leads nowhere. I wanted to invest myself in Jackie. She was not one of the drunken hookups that I used to try and fill the void in my heart, and I don't want another one of those. I'm ready to care about someone. It sucks that I already do, but I am not allowed to.
Of course it hurts right now, but I also know that it will soon pass.
Finney
My first instinct is to go out and meet other women. I think about just finding some girl that is easy and making out with her. But I've done it all before, and I know it leads nowhere. I wanted to invest myself in Jackie. She was not one of the drunken hookups that I used to try and fill the void in my heart, and I don't want another one of those. I'm ready to care about someone. It sucks that I already do, but I am not allowed to.
Of course it hurts right now, but I also know that it will soon pass.
Finney