So it is really hard to believe it has now been 3 years since graduating high school. I have also completed my first year at Linfield. I am happy to be done with one of the hardest years I have had. This was not easy I had some very difficult classes. I survived them and have grown as a person. I am growing and changing and starting to become the ( Read more... )

So this is the only place I can put my feelings down right now. So this morning my mom called and told me Ron Hordichok was in the hospital and his liver and kidneys had shut down, and his lungs were filling with liquid. He has been in the hospital a lot for his heart. He has a pacemaker and then had repair work done. Well this trip I guess they ( Read more... )

Ok so here I am on the eve of the start of spring semester. It is now 4 months until school is over. I am taking 12 credits and going to go easy just because I have a class from HELL and I have not done so well this year, and I need to focus. So I came back on Friday and found the deadbolt lock not done and lights on in our apartment. So I thought ( Read more... )

So now, I have this feeling that I really screwed up. I really wanted to move on campus and got the option in November to move for spring semester. I looked up the kid we would be living with and he was an art student and his facebook photos were kinda different. Not my type of person really. Well at this point I wish I had done it and moved in ( Read more... )

So I am really just super pissed off right now. I want to scream, cry, throw things, punch people. So first off, I am so over my living arrangments (to the one person who knows my roommate please do not say anything, I have yet to talk to him). So his brother came over 2 weekends ago, my roomy, his gf and his brother were all drinking. Well his ( Read more... )

Ok so last night, I got drunk for my first time ever. I had no intention of doing it but gave in and drank. I was fine with the buzzed feeling but after 3 shots of vodka and about 3 shots of schnapps in hot chocolate I lost it. I got sick and puked it all up. I felt horrible because I did it while in front of the toilet but with everyone watching. ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am getting excited that I may be able to move at semester onto the campus. Today the RA tried to tell me that my roomies girlfriend might get caught easier if she stays the night if we are on campus, and that she would be walking to her car a distance in the dark and that people have been almost abducted there over 2 years ago. Truthfully ( Read more... )

So I think I just screwed up once again another friendship. I am so tired of this. I once again said something I shouldn't have and now pissed someone off. Really it was in a joking sense but thanks to the non emotion emitting IM it is taken seriously. I have no idea what to do, I have apologized and can't do anything else. I am just sick of this ( Read more... )

So it has been awhile since I actually wrote in this. Life is going, I have turned 21 and have yet to really drink at all. Then again I haven't had time, just have had so much going with school. So I am in middle of taking tests and midterms. Yesterday I took a midterm in my Intro to Media Writing Class, it was mainly on grammar. I studied and ( Read more... )

So this next week is week 4. It is so crazy thinking that a month of classes has almost gone by. And it just hit me like right this moment that exactly one month from today i will be 21. That is a scary thought, I will truely be an adult. So my classes are going better. I still don't have too much homework to do yet so I have lots of time on my ( Read more... )