Meh
So it has been awhile since I actually wrote in this. Life is going, I have turned 21 and have yet to really drink at all. Then again I haven't had time, just have had so much going with school. So I am in middle of taking tests and midterms. Yesterday I took a midterm in my Intro to Media Writing Class, it was mainly on grammar. I studied and thought I was really prepared and ready for it. Today we got it back and I found out I failed it. Like got 48 out of 100 correct. I am just so pissed and upset right now. I can talk fine, and write a sentence that makes sense and is correct. It is when you get into the deciding if a sentence is simple or complex. Deciding where the verbs, adjectives, and nouns are, I get confused. I just can't seem to be able to comprehend those items. Also what I learned in high school English is completely wrong. We learned that you aren't allowed to start a sentence with because, and, or, but. According to this professor we can start a sentence with those words. I am so confused with it. I am feeling like I am playing a game, and understand the rules, but in the middle of the game someone decides that the rules are changed. It isn't fair to us that the rules are changing and yet we didn't know it. So I need to talk to him, and my adviser about what to do, because I suddenly feel like I am failing in life.
I don't want to blame this on my living conditions but I kinda do. I have not been happy here and don't like being off campus. I have wanted to move since i got here, and have been ok with knowing I can move at semester, but now I just want to be on campus and happy. I just feel like nothing is good and I am so tired of feeling that way. I am also not happy with this place because I fell on our stairs with past weekend and have hurt my ankle pretty bad. It hurts to put weight on it and walk but yet being off campus I have lots of walking to do. I really just want move right now, and start feeling happy. I need to talk with the head of housing because the lady I talked to in the past is leaving the school, so I need to make sure they know we want to move.
Oh I also found out that in Jan Term not much is offered. I had planned on doing a foreign language but they aren't offering any. So at this point I may be only taking one credit in a PE class, so I guess I will pry work the rest of the time. I am just so upset that things are not working well for me right now.
I don't want to blame this on my living conditions but I kinda do. I have not been happy here and don't like being off campus. I have wanted to move since i got here, and have been ok with knowing I can move at semester, but now I just want to be on campus and happy. I just feel like nothing is good and I am so tired of feeling that way. I am also not happy with this place because I fell on our stairs with past weekend and have hurt my ankle pretty bad. It hurts to put weight on it and walk but yet being off campus I have lots of walking to do. I really just want move right now, and start feeling happy. I need to talk with the head of housing because the lady I talked to in the past is leaving the school, so I need to make sure they know we want to move.
Oh I also found out that in Jan Term not much is offered. I had planned on doing a foreign language but they aren't offering any. So at this point I may be only taking one credit in a PE class, so I guess I will pry work the rest of the time. I am just so upset that things are not working well for me right now.