I have no idea anymore
So I think I just screwed up once again another friendship. I am so tired of this. I once again said something I shouldn't have and now pissed someone off. Really it was in a joking sense but thanks to the non emotion emitting IM it is taken seriously. I have no idea what to do, I have apologized and can't do anything else. I am just sick of this feeling, I want to be social and have friends, but no one ever seems to want to be around me. None of my friends seem to talk to me much and I have no idea why. I feel isolated here once again. So if I ever did something to piss you off I am sorry. I try not to do it, it just always seems to happen. I want friends and want to be social with people and not feel alone. How can something small and not important hurt a friendship. I want people to tell me when I do something they didn't like instead of just not talking to me, how am i suppose to know what I did if no one ever says anything.
I do feel even more alone tonight, because once again my roommate has his girlfriend over. It isn't like him and I talk that much but hearing him socializing drives me crazy. I really want someone to be close to, and have a relationship with.
I do feel even more alone tonight, because once again my roommate has his girlfriend over. It isn't like him and I talk that much but hearing him socializing drives me crazy. I really want someone to be close to, and have a relationship with.