Longest hiatus between posts ever, right? I decided to take a trip down memory lane, tonight, and was reading through some really old posts from way back when, old relationships, etc. I was really whiny. I suppose maybe I still am, but just about different things. *shrug ( Read more... )

So I know, quite a while ago, I said I would no longer be using this journal. I'm still not sure about whether I want to resume using it, 'cause I have another blog that I write in fairly frequently (though obviously not often enough). But I thought it might be a good idea to reassure anyone who I'm only connected to on here that I'm not dead.

For ( Read more... )

So, I'm kinda sorta done with this journal. It's been a long time coming, and I'm at the point where I really don't feel like writing in it, anymore, and when I do, I don't enjoy it so much. So yeah ( Read more... )

New LJ layout.

New fillings. I'm sore and need an ibuprofen now.

Thank you, that is all.

There's so much I keep inside, lately. So much that I don't talk about to anybody at all and certainly haven't written about. 'Cause I don't know how. All my thoughts are a big, jumbled up mess inside my head and I can't figure anything out. I've kinda tried to say things, but nobody's really listening, so I've given up and I'm just gonna let ( Read more... )

Recognition, or lack thereof, is something that annoys me greatly. I like to be acknowledged, noticed, given credit for what I do, etc. Most people do. So it bothers me when, after being gone for a few days, I get home and the only person who seems to even care that I’m back is my grandma. And not only is my mom completely preoccupied with her ( Read more... )

So, I'm back on the west coast. (Almost typed "coats" there ... well, I did, but I caught myself.) And I must say, I'm really enjoying being home. Well, I hadn't been, until today. Dad's been nagging at me to get my eye and dentist appointments made, 'cause I won't have insurance after September 19th. So he's been nagging me and nagging me to ( Read more... )

List ten things you want to say to 10 people ( Read more... )

Whew. The past few days have been ... busy. Last night, Dad and I drove down to Manchester to go dancing at an Arthur Murray studio down there. It was pretty fun. Three and a half hours of dancing, for the most part. They played lots of cha-cha's, which are my favorites, so I was happy about that, and Dad taught me a few more things. In any ( Read more... )

Feeling very cynical and in a people-detesting mood, right now. *growl* Go away, world. Let me curl up in my extremely uncomfortable bed and let me be. Leave me alone with my thoughts of why the hell men just fuck and run, and let me just put my head under the pillow to hide from my terror that my past promiscuity is going to bite me in the ass ( Read more... )