i don't like meeting with people from the psychology department, i feel like i am misunderstood. i feel like people think i'm arrogant and stupid and not worth the time that others give me ( Read more... )

everyone else has disappeared on here. haven't even been here since started at CCSU. not sure what to say about the last few years ( Read more... )

2 year anniversary of Bruce's death..

Sunday, May 13, 2007

started going out with Amy

I dunno what's wrong with me. Sometimes I feel okay, other times I feel like I want to die. I feel like I'm ready to freak out.

Why did I fuck up so bad? What the fuck is wrong with me..

Im not in a good place. psychologically off. I was fine yesterday. okay today. but not really okay, I guess Im just trying to sugarcoat so that everyone will think Im okay, so I will feel a sense of accomplishment in my progression through these difficult times. who am I kidding though, I'm fucking miserable and nothing I do makes me feel the least ( Read more... )

I remember for like a year, I would update this almost constantly, I couldn't wait. I have re-read all those posts a million times. I have changed so fucking much. Just recently too ( Read more... )

Okay, so I turn 20 today.

Different outlook, I guess things are good.

I quit the job after one day.

I lost a few major support systems in my life recently.

I only have like, three friends now.

Got a job. hooray.

and I want to go to Fairfield University and get a psych degree....

so I can be a Sex Therapist!

^o^