As if two medications aren't enough --- a new pill has been added to my diet ----- Abilify, patented by Bristol Meyers Sqibb for the treatment of bipolar disorder and manic depression... So to Glaxo, Smith, and Kline --- the makers of Paxil--- all I can say is, you no longer have a monopoly over the control of my neurotransmitters. May the battle ( Read more... )

I don't understand ( Read more... )

Did I go too far ( Read more... )

Okay ( Read more... )

The time of the year is fast approaching when many people lament the death of their Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ ( Read more... )

As the old hashing song goes 'Sunday is a day of rest'....and for the most part it was for me, as I was able to obtain my desperately needed R&R, and by the latter part of the day, my energy level had been restored to such a level that I was able to muster up the adrenaline to make a pligramage to my mistress' abode and pay homage to her by helping ( Read more... )

There is a time when one feels as if one is devoid of energy... I felt that way earlier today. And yet, there is a tendency to push and exert onself, to drive oneslef to continue even though one's body tells oneself to stop. Such a sitation occured earlier today. I wanted to rest - having been up since 5AM this morning, I was so eager to repose ( Read more... )

What is a 'soul' anyway ??? Do I really have much of one ? I wish I could say that I did, but there are some days on which one feels neither good nor bad. One just feels a sort of 'so what ' feeling, wondering what there is to et excited about. Today could be one such day ( Read more... )

I work at a most unconventional company.... we shoot rubber darts at one another while we're not taking calls from customers and have a 'dress as the opposite sex day'......My boss Jen informs us, that, at the previous team meeting, she saw a pile of unused plastic knives on a plate from the potluck that had just been held in the meeting room, ( Read more... )

One always like to imagine that one has acomplished something worthwhile over the weekend. Im trying to keep busy, keep stimulated, and stay active, trying to avoid that ennui and feeling of purposelessness that comes from introspection and self-absorbtion ( Read more... )