well.. it's been a while since I posted here ( Read more... )

short version:
if you want cookies let me know...

long version:
alright people it's that time of year again... that's right time for cookies!!! lol... well you can go one of two routes to get cookies... either you can tell me what you want or even just THAT you want them here... or you can show up christmas eve and grab some and run... and trust me ( Read more... )

ok... update... kinda... just letting people know I'm around... and that my friends are weird... insane even... good... when the world ends we'll be ready... anywho... I'm around... you guys rock...

is all...

-ffej

just letting people know I still exist...

you shouild have my number if you need me... otherwise I still check in on everyone here... and I have myspace if you want...

so yeah..

laters all...

wish you all the best...

-ffej

well... I'm back to livejournal... my computer was reformatted and I lost my passwords for a while.. I forgot my password for the other account... if anyone knows it feel free to let me know...  anywho... I have access to this account... fee free to leave messages... I don't know why.. but yeah ( Read more... )

the following is for a recent event that changed a lot of lives... don't read it if you're not ready to...

if you don't read it... know that in my life... you all mean something...

-ffej

recently... there was a death in my life... well... a lot of people's lives... but anyways... it reminded me of my own thoughts... and frankly... I miss everyone all ( Read more... )

you know... I can't really talk about this in my myspace... so I guess I'll speak of it here... everyone should know about nicole by now... and everyone should know how much I love her... this woman is my everything... when I think of perfection... I think of her... never is there a time where she's not in my thoughts... ... ... on thursday night ( Read more... )

this week has been very hard... right now I'm home and alone and depressed... it hurts... especially to know she went out last night and had fun... I'm sitting here in agony... and she's out having fun... yeah... this is fair... ahh well... I'm happy she's happy... I tried hanging out with her... but... no go... though I did talk to her... once... ( Read more... )

I'm single... a couple people knew I wasn't for a little while... but here I am... single.... it happened today... for those of you that still care... I'm ok... it was... complicated... it is complicated... and it sucks ass... but yeah... might be seeing me around a little more... so yeah...

anyways... yeah... that's it...

laters...

-ffej

http://music.yahoo.com/read/news/47924605

just read it...

-ffej