soooo i'm in a huge funk, because pretty much nothing is right ( Read more... )

i'm feeling super weird lately, there are so many changes that have been going on it's kind of shocking my system ( Read more... )

today is my last day of work [real responsible here on LJ ( Read more... )

so i had this mini freak out at my parents house a few weeks ago, and since then i've been in this weird space ( Read more... )

dear livejournal ( Read more... )

lately i've been soooooo tired. i've been going to bed rather early, and waking up after 8 hours ( Read more... )

bahhh this year is starting out poorly ( Read more... )

why are there always things going on on the days that i have plans ( Read more... )

i don't understand why everyone is having such a rough time...
basically for the past year, many of the people i know are just being slammed
with problem after problem. this of course, includes myself.
it's just really unsettling that it seems there are so few people
that are just plugging along fine.
what the hell is going on, crazy universe?!

i've been tested relentlessly for nearly 2 years now.
i don't know what to do anymore, i don't know how to get away from it.
i'm sick of dealing with things with a straight face...i'm sick of dealing with things.
rest assured that making all the right decisions gets you no closer to happiness than does making all the wrong ones.