i helped someone tonight. well, she thought i was helping her. it was, like everything else i do, a selfish act, done only for myself, one way or the other. it was almost like i was preaching to myself. i was giving her the advice i knew i should be taking. it was all the things in the back of my head, coming out. although i don't have it as bad as ( Read more... )

last night. i need more nights like that. free ska show. nice, silly boys. good crowd. new people. breath of fresh air. what more can i say? i feel alive and i can't wait to live some more!

mmhm. things are going good lately. i was waiting all month for winter break, but the last day of school i had so much fun i didn't really wanna leave. everyday i think of how much i'm gonna miss my teachers & everything, and i hope that i get half the same people in my classes next year, even though i know that's a bit much to wish for. i probably ( Read more... )

ehh i've had a stomach ache all damn day from the moment i woke up. it was freezing but still nice weather today, and i hope it stays that way for a while. it's been so goddamn foggy in the morning lately, it makes me mad. i'm doing alright in school i think, this four page essay thing isn't working out too well though, i suck at deadlines. the ( Read more... )

yay. i'm re-dying my hair black today & hopefully getting bleach to put some blonde in it, then tuesday i'm getting my layers cut again cause my hair grows so damn fast. and my mum's paying for it all. hahaha ♥ ehh thanksgiving was alright. i hate most all the food my mum makes so i hardly ate. which was dumb. because i had to wait til fuckin 5 o' ( Read more... )

okay. i changed my journal again. it's cute huh :3 uhmm. so i'm basically procrastinating on an outline that was due two days ago. school's alright. it feels like i never do my work but my report card was pretty amazing. i have a feeling that won't last though haha. saturday i went to new york city for the first time for christa's birthday. we ( Read more... )

quick update. new journal junk! :D i have to fix it. a lot. k bye!

i'm really tired. all the time. i'm tired of school already, it's only november. my english teacher is telling me to write this paper that will only be worth 60 points; why do you think i didn't do it in the first place, cunt. i. don't. care. about. my. GRADE! everyone in triton is really annoying. i'm sick of these little fags coming to my locker ( Read more... )

okay. boys are really fucking annoying, i feel sick if they even look at me, let alone try to put their arm around me, I'M A LESBIAN NOW OKAY. not really. maybe. but it's okay, friday night was amazing. like it always is at elle's. you have thirty seconds to spell Oprah Winfrey..GO! ahahah♥ uhm. yeah school is impossible. who gets math projects? ( Read more... )

needy needy needy. i need more time and i need more things damnit. i have a math project, an essay, a four page paper, a book to read, it's too much. i NEED v for vendetta, i am in fucking love with that movie. i watched it every night before i went to sleep before i had to return it D: i miss itt. i need clothes, i need make up, i need hair ( Read more... )