breathe me
i helped someone tonight. well, she thought i was helping her. it was, like everything else i do, a selfish act, done only for myself, one way or the other. it was almost like i was preaching to myself. i was giving her the advice i knew i should be taking. it was all the things in the back of my head, coming out. although i don't have it as bad as her.. besides that curious revelation, i'm determined. i'm going to have a valentine. i will. more than likely temporary.. i tire of people quickly, and i hate that about myself. as a side note, this entry sounds like i'm down, but really i'm in one of those moods, where it's like your all full up with happiness, and you can't stop smiling and shaking. well, i shake when i'm happy. i don't know about you. hah. anyway, telepopmusic is amazing. go download "just breathe". it sounds so familiar, i think it must have been on the radio or in a movie or something. it's one of those songs that makes you feel like a kid again, or makes you flashback to weird parts of the past.. i love those kinds of songs.