you know i lie but you still trust me
mmhm. things are going good lately. i was waiting all month for winter break, but the last day of school i had so much fun i didn't really wanna leave. everyday i think of how much i'm gonna miss my teachers & everything, and i hope that i get half the same people in my classes next year, even though i know that's a bit much to wish for. i probably shouldn't think that way cause it just makes me dread the end of the year more, so i'll try to hold my head up & be more positive. i've changed so much this year though, in little ways. people notice it though, and i'm happy for myself. i've been thinking a lot.. i should make my move soon. i know what happens if you wait too long, i don't want that again. i mean, i'm not sad about it unless i'm reminded of it. but it's still just one more thing to bring me down.. so, anyway. this break has been good so far, but i still gotta get out & go somewhere new, i'm gonna try to strengthen bonds with new people. new new new. i can't wait for new years. uhm, today. was good. it hasn't felt like christmas all day, but that's okay cause this money is lookin pretty good enough to me right now. i also got an iPod video, transfer iron on paper shit, sketchbooks, coloring pencils, some clothes, earrings, an amazing purse, cute things like that. i was a bit disappointed because i wanted movies, so it made me extra happy when i got the davinci code & pirates of the caribbean II later on in the day. i just got done watching pirates, & i'm mad because i want to know what happens next! assholes are just dragging out the plotline to rake in as much cash as it's worth.. and it's working. cause i'm so buying the next one. haha. hmhmhm.. i can't wait to go fuckin shopping! i can't wait for tomorrow..