of montreal.

picnic day!!!!

oh how i love spring, it's just, so, ahhh! i feel five million times better than i did! or should. :D

i hadn't realized it had been so long. my last post was in august! oh goodness ( Read more... )

oh, i have no idea what i'm doing. no idea what i want. i just know i wish i weren't home alone right now. or, rather, that i could be ok with that. i wish i were having all the fun i seem to be. i'm never satisfied and it's so annoying. i want out of my head. some kind of vacation.

my bass, ______ warren.

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oh, how the time flies ( Read more... )

panic panic panic ( Read more... )

i think i'm heading for a full-blown identity crisis. i was fine, and then suddenly i'm not sure of anything and want to change everything about myself. i think it started this morning (so quickly! maybe that's just when i noticed) when i reveal or discover that my multiple identities (i.e. home lauren vs. new york lauren, work lauren vs. poet ( Read more... )

i'm not even sure what all i've been up to. seems a shame not to have a record of it, but what can i do? went home for a long weekend and am now staring some good old fashioned cramming in the face. in the form of 5 page paper/presentation for tomorrow and poem/paper for wednesday. not to mention work. woohoo. i'm also expecting to fall back into ( Read more... )

i didn't realize i was so high maintenance. i need some lonely space. all day i have been dying to create something and my hands are still empty. my hands are still empty.

i never get anything done around here.

i don't have anything to say i was just missing writing things down. it's that time of the year when i slowly pull out all the sappy love songs and such. i'm excited. and exhausted.