Lucky people who are already on Thanksgiving Break, I want you to know that I hate you all. You make me want to go back to high school ( Read more... )

Oh, man, it's been so long since I've last blogged. But I really can't find much to blog about these days. Everything has been going pretty well. Well except for school work. I really need to have more self-discipline. And I've been eating a lot. ahahaha. I realize that I've only gone home once this whole time. Well I'm coming home this weekend, ( Read more... )

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So, I don't know. College isn't as great as I thought it would be. It's my fault. I didn't work hard enough to make it to the top where all my friends are. I wish I was with them. I miss them so much. Last night I was so sad. I swear, I could have cried. I mean, everyone here is fine. Maybe it's just me. I can't make myself like these people. I'm ( Read more... )

Saturday is coming at rapid speed. Actually not really. I feel like my days are wasted. Sitting in that office from 10am to 6pm is an extreme waste of time. But I do do a lot of thinking. And lately I've been thinking about goals and what not. Everyone has goals right? Where would you be if you didn't? I'll tell you where you'll be. You'll be ( Read more... )

I donated blood today. I hope I saved some people's life.

oh my god.
Tac.
I cried watching Shinobi.
What the hell is wrong with me? I CRY WATCHING EVERYTHING. DX

Boy, did I sound like an emo sap in my past few blogs. ahahahaha. But yea, it was horrible. It still is horrible. I really can't enjoy anything until it's all settled and done. I'm hurting but slowly getting better. Things are looking good, but I don't want to speak too soon. Let's all keep our fingers crossed ( Read more... )

My friends are the only thing that's going to keep me from killing myself.

Thank you so fucking much.

I don't know what to do. I feel horrible. This is all my fault. But if I don't go to college, I will be miserable for the rest of my life. I didn't do anything right this whole year ( Read more... )

YES!OK! I know I'm useless. I know I don't know how to ask questions. I know I haven't seen much of the world, therefore I am ignorant. But saying those things will not help me. Is it my fault that I didn't know the world would be this complicated? Is it my fault I am this naive? Maybe. But who was the one who never showed me how complicated the ( Read more... )