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Lucky people who are already on Thanksgiving Break, I want you to know that I hate you all. You make me want to go back to high school.
Fuck my life at this very point. I have not done anything to prove that I fucking belong in college. I mean. What the fuck am I doing here? I wonder why I keep getting to this point and why the result is always the same. I always hope for something better and nothing but disaster comes my way.
I'm sorry for whatever happened to you today. It's not that I dont' want to know and it's not that I want to know right this moment. When you're ready, then I'll still be here. You may never even tell me and it won't even matter because I'll still be your friend. Feel better.
You're the only one I tell everything to at this moment, and for some reason I feel like I can't tell you anything anymore. It's not because I don't trust you. But through this, I think it's just unfair.
Gosh, I don't even want to think about you.
When I think about it, I feel that I do a lot for you guys and then I feel that you guys don't really meet me halfway. Is it enough to just think your friendship is all I ask of you? No, I don't do things for you because I want you to be my fucking BFFFs. Shit, I don't even think it's about that. I like you guys and that's why I want to be able to help you all to the best of my abilities. I think I treat everyone I like that way, but I don't know. Maybe I do too much and then I think I'll get the same feelings in return. I should just stop and slow down.
Thank you for listening to my rant and making light of the situation[no sarcasm]. I feel like I am being stupid and it's just the fucking period taking over right now. Hopefully things will just be better tomorrow.
Perhaps if I just sleep it off I will be ok.
I have a psychology paper due Tuesday and I haven't started.
To top that off I lost my psychology book.
I think I failed the ELWR test today.
I am very sleep right now even when I slept at 11 and woke up at 8:30am today. I guess I just don't do well in the mornings. Fuck, I don't need anymore than 8 hours of sleeeeep!! D:
Thanksgiving Break... Maybe a break is what we need afterall.
P.S.
Sorry to all my friends back home if I don't seem like I care.
Sorry for no more random phone calls[or any at all for that matter].
Sorry for the never-sent post cards.
Sorry for no letters.
Sorry for not enough IMs, facebook wall-posts, Myspace comments, etc.
Sorry for not texting a simple "hey how you doing"
Fuck my life at this very point. I have not done anything to prove that I fucking belong in college. I mean. What the fuck am I doing here? I wonder why I keep getting to this point and why the result is always the same. I always hope for something better and nothing but disaster comes my way.
I'm sorry for whatever happened to you today. It's not that I dont' want to know and it's not that I want to know right this moment. When you're ready, then I'll still be here. You may never even tell me and it won't even matter because I'll still be your friend. Feel better.
You're the only one I tell everything to at this moment, and for some reason I feel like I can't tell you anything anymore. It's not because I don't trust you. But through this, I think it's just unfair.
Gosh, I don't even want to think about you.
When I think about it, I feel that I do a lot for you guys and then I feel that you guys don't really meet me halfway. Is it enough to just think your friendship is all I ask of you? No, I don't do things for you because I want you to be my fucking BFFFs. Shit, I don't even think it's about that. I like you guys and that's why I want to be able to help you all to the best of my abilities. I think I treat everyone I like that way, but I don't know. Maybe I do too much and then I think I'll get the same feelings in return. I should just stop and slow down.
Thank you for listening to my rant and making light of the situation[no sarcasm]. I feel like I am being stupid and it's just the fucking period taking over right now. Hopefully things will just be better tomorrow.
Perhaps if I just sleep it off I will be ok.
I have a psychology paper due Tuesday and I haven't started.
To top that off I lost my psychology book.
I think I failed the ELWR test today.
I am very sleep right now even when I slept at 11 and woke up at 8:30am today. I guess I just don't do well in the mornings. Fuck, I don't need anymore than 8 hours of sleeeeep!! D:
Thanksgiving Break... Maybe a break is what we need afterall.
P.S.
Sorry to all my friends back home if I don't seem like I care.
Sorry for no more random phone calls[or any at all for that matter].
Sorry for the never-sent post cards.
Sorry for no letters.
Sorry for not enough IMs, facebook wall-posts, Myspace comments, etc.
Sorry for not texting a simple "hey how you doing"