College experience, thus far...

[osamuraipandao]

So, I don't know. College isn't as great as I thought it would be. It's my fault. I didn't work hard enough to make it to the top where all my friends are. I wish I was with them. I miss them so much. Last night I was so sad. I swear, I could have cried. I mean, everyone here is fine. Maybe it's just me. I can't make myself like these people. I'm

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[m00_chan]

I wish I was impressionable, and easy to get along with.
What in the world makes you think you are not? You are very, very welcoming, kind-hearted person. And for shame for those who cannot know that. :)

I guess something about me is not interesting. Could be because I am the only Chinese girl there. -_- ahaahaha.
Oh you sillies. Doesn't that make you interesting by being the only Chinese girl?

I totally get what you mean. It's hard. But stay focused on what you're there for. School. Sometimes, keeping busy helps keep my mind off the loneliness. Hang in there buddy. And webcam w/ me whenever you're not busy. :)

*hugs* I'll come visit you sometimeeeeee!

[osamuraipandao]

T__T I love you tac. hahahaha you always make me feel better about myself. But yea, seriously I need to get on with my life ahahaha YOU TOO! but thank you for the advice (:

AND VISIT ME ALREADY DAMN IT!. haahaah jk

jenny

[anonymous]

hey you. i know what you mean. sometimes i feel the same way. like I know a bunch of acquaintances but i dont have a group i feel geniune chemistry with.

But I remind myself that this is only the beginning. It's only been slightly more than a week since school started (wow) and true friends dont come in a week. so i just try to be open to new situations and put myself in a place where i can get to know more ppl (ie. joining the church's ladies football team. ahah) just give it time.

love you. :)

Re: jenny

[osamuraipandao]

OH MY GOD YOU JOINED A CHURCH'S LADIES FOOTBALL TEAM XDDD HAHAHAHAHAH!

but thanks. I know I remind myself of that too. But I'm not really mostly concerned with finding new friends I don't know what it is. I think it's because I'm used to having you guys as my always there to talk and have fun with. And I'm trying to find someone here like that, and I can't and that's why it's hard for me to get on with things. I don't know. I don't tihnk that made any sense. But I'm all right hahaha

=] But yea I joined a church group called KCCC. It's for Koreans XP But it doesn't matter. And I joined a bunch of other sports club like tennis, pingpong, and badminton :P hahahaa

ahh I'm late on this.

[dt7k]

but I'm commenting anyways.

I haven't made any friends yet, still meeting more ppl. so yeah.
Just try to stay on top of schoolwork and stuff for now.
zahhhhs you should have gone to lovefest and we could've hung out!!!

Yes, Victoria, YOU is responsible for your own actions. No one's (well, unless you ask ppl to, I guess) going to tell you what to do.
eeeeeee Thanksgiving in 7 weeks!!! aaaahh!! =D