its funny when you realize that youve been wrong all along. that when it comes down to it, no one really cares. and its disappointing to see how things evolve. or in this case decay. i can only imagine des esseintes. i can only dream a rebours ( Read more... )

i know i can do it. i can be.

it's amazing how much one smile from a random stranger can instill so much happiness. granted it was for two seconds, but it was something. sitting at starbucks waiting for time to go by. i hate the literal. i'd rather speak in silence. i can't take anymore. i want to get out of this ( Read more... )

lately i've been obsessed with this 3eb song. why? not because i'm going through some transformation or anything, but i'm in love with the lyrics. what are we fighting for? is there anything i'm going to miss. how's it going to be when you don't know me anymore ( Read more... )

after watching two minutes of days of our lives and searching for something i am always looking for, i decided to come back here...to where thoughts once originated and some sort of expression came in bursts.

2006. i can't make any predictions about how absolutely horrible or wonderful it's going to be, but it's here.

tonalitywho's listening? ( Read more... )

i could write some sappy optimistic entry if i felt like it. i could scream joy and happiness for all. but i won't. because that's not who i am. so who exactly am i? i'm not going to get all introspective and ramble about how i'm lost and need to find my identity. on second thought, i might ( Read more... )

there are certain things people fail to understand. others. we are not accountable for the actions which one presumes. we have our own convoluted lives and problems. inevitability. i cannot explain the rash impulsive events which continuously occur. it's funny when you lie down on your stomach. you can feel your heart pulsing. movement ( Read more... )

j'aime comment je me sens comme je dois dire que quelque chose profondément et tout qui sortent est la merde.

why i can't bleed.

first i want to say, poor greg who got in a bicycle accident yet again. i send out my love. lol, or at least my concern. i hope you're alive and if you need any blood, you know who to come to. dork ( Read more... )