it's different, I have friends now. Ones that I feel pretty comfortable about, girls in the sixth floor I feel were already pretty close. Boys on the sixth floor that are basically my roomates, I mean honestly! I feel torn. I can't wait for the home i'll be going home to soon,but at the same time it's not home. It's my home yes, with my family but ( Read more... )

I remember driving the coast blasting Imogen Heap and imagining what college would be like, all of my expectations were filled and I din't want to look back, but I did. I looked back and I saw the shimmering faces of those I left behind, the beautiful smiles that told me I could do it and the cascading waves that brushed the sand with ease...and I ( Read more... )

I love college, my roomates totally hate me btw, I don't know how I should feel about that. I also feel kind of annoyed because of old friendships that are sort of dying off..I sometimes wish sophmore year could reset and everything would be okay again.

I pack my face, I check my face, I look a little bit older, I look a little bit colder ( Read more... )

I'm very sleepy, text message fighting with someone in the morning is so not worth it. I leave soon and i'm really excited, I hope everyone is excited with me. I miss Natalia and Jake both of which will be home the week I leave which is nice.I'm kind of worried Christina will basically play the "i'm the better best friend" card and just completely ( Read more... )

-there was the senior water balloon fight OMG, girls were suppose to wear pink and boys blue but if you were a rebel, which was our group, i was a pirate!!! So I put my moms leather underbust wore my new belly dancing pants and super piraty boots and rocked the pirate action it was amazing. I took my face paint and gave myself a mustache and eye ( Read more... )

It's been a hell of a good time.Tonight we grouped together and enjoyed a movie then some swimming, then we were talking and I passed out I woke up and came home, i'm wired and tired my photo prints for the fair and i'm not as nervous about art,gov and chemistry. As long as I believe in myself I can accomplish anything, which I know will be the ( Read more... )

i'm not yet ready to give up on a relationship that I was happy in, so until the day comes when I either realize or come to decide I really can't handle a relationship or whatever i'll deal with it. For now i'm happy with richard being my love snuggly wuggly bear.

never knew I could feel like this. Like i've never seen the sky before, want to vanish inside your kiss and everyday i'll love you more and more.....but I love you until the end of time ( Read more... )

about life is living it. The best thing about life is loving it.

it's late, I know, I finished my chem. I'm proud I did it all by myself. I'm probably going to take a bath and think some more or at least read thankfully I got three new books. Quite possibly finish up the room action oh yeaaah.