When I came home, I came in put some food in Alfred's bowl and looked down to see not my beautiful fish waking up, but dead. It was horrible, my eyes are all puffy and I can't stop crying, I really loved him he was an amazing fish and i don't understand how he died. It's horrid...I'm now listening to Have a little faith in me by Van Morrison, I'm ( Read more... )

This week has been a little hectic, I had two F's and a chemistry class where I was going to be failed unless I actually step up and begin doing what I need to do. I've now taken over double homework from that class and I started studying for Government. I worked my butt of and I now have a C in British Literature, just from a week of beginning to ( Read more... )

My top choice sent me a letter of rejection, i'm handeling it alright I guess right now. But i know it's alot worse, I mean this is something I was waiting for for my entire life. It's all I wanted, I hope I get into another college becuase Academy of Art University is my super back up. I kind of hurt all over but i'm trying to stay in shocked mode ( Read more... )

Well Monday was interesting, Beth and I were driving down O-side Blvd, in order to get to a co-worker hangy outy thing and a honda civic hits me ( Read more... )

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yeah these songs make me happy.

Of course i've never been but I'm already starting a group i am so thrilled!!! Basically anime expo was moved AGAIN. Now to the huge ass L.A. convention center, which is a blessing and a curse. A blessing because it's absolutely massive AND we can probably stay at my dad's apartment (if I ask him). Curse, it's huge and in l.a. lol. I've decided to ( Read more... )

I'm going to be a face painter at Legoland! Yup I auditioned and I got the job, i'm pretty excited. I'll be able to pay for stuff again and have money in my account.Well I have to go get dressed and drive dor dor home and take Richard his PS2. Bye guys!

okay so I got accepted to one school already, it was shoe in. A real shoe in, The Academy of art university San Francisco..why can't anyone say yippie. Yes it was a shoe in but..flaber gast muff butler uck.

i just realized i'm severly depressed because i'm turning 18, and idk why. I miss Gabby...

i'm going to be 18 it feels like no one really cares.I'm excited but I can't tell if anyone else really is I announced to my lancer express class they could write on my car and put balloons on it, no one seemed that interested I know it's silly but when people outwardly express things that i'm happy about with me I guess I just get extra happy or