Rejection letter
My top choice sent me a letter of rejection, i'm handeling it alright I guess right now. But i know it's alot worse, I mean this is something I was waiting for for my entire life. It's all I wanted, I hope I get into another college becuase Academy of Art University is my super back up. I kind of hurt all over but i'm trying to stay in shocked mode to keep from crying. I feel like such a loser and I keep thinking "off-ing myself in a really cool way would be the next best thing right?"This absolutely blows. But I guess theres still hope i'm going to appeal my application and then find out if theres conditional acceptance, where you have to maintain a certain grade point average. Then again I could always go to Chicago which originally was my top choice until I found out that N.Y. has all the publishing houses...fudge Idk..I just want to cry then barf then curl up into the fetal position and sob until I feel better, and IDK I'm just really upset! Beth helped when I opened my letter in front of the mailbox I just started bawling and beth tried holding me, it helped a little and it was nice.