jesus christ i forgot i had this thing ( Read more... )

honestly, i dont expect any of this to make sense. that would be asking alot. all i want to remember from tonight is the fact that in a month i will be 20 years old and that i have so much time to live. and yes, it sucks, in retrospect, that i have that feeling that the last 3 years of drama's outcome was worth it, and that those last few years ( Read more... )

the signs said "stop"
but we went on whole hearted
it ended bad, but i loved what we started...

the story of our lives.

i'm hoping this will pass some time, and take my mind off of shit:

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I love olives. (sometimes)
* I wear glasses or contact lenses. (i have them, i havent worn them in years)
* I own lots of books.
* I ( Read more... )

my current living situation sucks alot of ass and is bringing me down. i really think i need to either live alone, or with a bunch of people. im going to look for a studio apartment, or a warehouse... i'm going to get out of here. i can't leave til january. i feel like if i dont clean, nothing will ever move or get cleaned. we had a whole lot of ( Read more... )

every time i listen to dispatch i am imediatly, if not sooner, thrown back to senior year of high school, when i first heard of the band and who i was with and what we were doing. i get nastalgic, and i hate it. i cry. i get upset. i remember things i always try to forget. i fall... again. into the hole where i was for years. but atleast now i am ( Read more... )

being poor sucks alot. i spent all my money on broken dreams and lost hope... what an idiot... now all i have left are the things i am not passionate about, or useless pieces of plastic/metal that collect dust. i spend so much money on other people. whatever. i got shit to do ya know ( Read more... )

tonight was pretty amazing ( Read more... )

i'm living ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my hair
2. How much cash do you have on you? 1 dollar and 23 cents. had to get fountain soda with my last 5, and i just spent 40 at ikea.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? les (t)? :)
4. Favorite plant? i like daiseys
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call ( Read more... )