not until this year did I actually feel stupid for the first time. I feel today as if I'm not good enough to be in the classes I'm in. Not until this very day have I ever felt like I really couldn't do something, no matter how hard I tried. studying for over 3 hours and still getting a 66% does not seem right for someone who is supposed to be ( Read more... )

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you know, nikki's latest lj post has inspired me. most of the things she has been feelikng guilty about go for me too with of course a few adjustments. but still, the kid at lunch, I feel like crap about, that was really jerky. I mean he dosne't seem to have that many friends and it might make a big difference to him if we're nice to him, and us, ( Read more... )

oh yeah, that's why I don't do shit like that. I forgot.

haha it's good, I'm good. school sucks. I know. I hate it. It's over whelming. and yes,. I cried at school the other day. I'm losing my mind. oh yes. haha. why do I do it? I ask. I don't know. don't know, don't care. that's it. that's all there is to it. You might think it's stupid, but I know just what I'm doing. ... but not in chemistry. there I ( Read more... )

I have nothing to say. I'm helpless.

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I love honesty, becuase sometimes the truth hurts, but once it's all out in the open, there's nothing to be afraid of.

<3 becci