Not much to post now.

I have 2 jobs, going to school full time.

I am also in the midst of writing an autobiography

The trials and tribulations we go through create an out come. Whatever you do with that outcome is the key.

It's been three months to the day since I've last written in this piece of shit journal I still keep. I honestly don't know why I keep coming back to it. Maybe it's because I'm a creature of habit? I don't like to let go of the past or something like that ( Read more... )

you've got me so confounded
my head's spinning, shivers and shaking
these thoughts are building, creeping in

I'm so used to leaving
first, and always
the last one to hear about everything

so teach me something new
unbearable and true
because I don't learn a thing from you
you say you are wise, beyond your years
but just face it, you are still

What do you do when one of your best friends in the entire world shatters your trust in one horrible act?

meg comes so soon!

I am going to Iowa tomorrow.

I am lonely too.

It has been a month or so. I live in South Portland now with my friend Derek from work. It is really awesome. It is a smaller room than I had in Gorham, but I am alot happier. It is nice to get away from that bullshit. Lets see..... uhm, I have been recording.

No, I'm really not that angry or bitter anymore. I needed a 2 and a half hour drive to Orono by myself to finally figure that out. What's the point in getting frustrated with the way things go in a college town. We actually talked about this in on my classes last week, the fear that college and post secondary education has lost it's prestige and is ( Read more... )

hands on deck ( Read more... )