(no subject)
It's been three months to the day since I've last written in this piece of shit journal I still keep. I honestly don't know why I keep coming back to it. Maybe it's because I'm a creature of habit? I don't like to let go of the past or something like that.
A lot has happened over the past three months. I had a meltdown and left Maine 2 days earlier than I anticipated. I don't think many people are still happy with me about that, but it had to be done. I couldn't do it anymore. I left one of the very few people I cared about a significant amount, and that was the most heartbreaking thing I've done in the better part of the past 4 or 5 years. But, the things I feared about it, seem to have fallen by the wayside and made us stronger.
It's funny how that stuff kind of works out; I am finally starting to feel more comfortable with being on my own, and being my self - yet I feel like I'm slipping away from this said person. Maybe that's how life is telling me that perhaps it wasn't meant to work out.
School is finally starting to keep me busy, which is quite stressful but I know that I can get through this semester and then start afresh in the summer.
I am also currently working at a law firm in downtown Dallas which is really nice. It is exciting and I love my job so far, and I hope that it will be able to open alot of doors for me.
A lot has happened over the past three months. I had a meltdown and left Maine 2 days earlier than I anticipated. I don't think many people are still happy with me about that, but it had to be done. I couldn't do it anymore. I left one of the very few people I cared about a significant amount, and that was the most heartbreaking thing I've done in the better part of the past 4 or 5 years. But, the things I feared about it, seem to have fallen by the wayside and made us stronger.
It's funny how that stuff kind of works out; I am finally starting to feel more comfortable with being on my own, and being my self - yet I feel like I'm slipping away from this said person. Maybe that's how life is telling me that perhaps it wasn't meant to work out.
School is finally starting to keep me busy, which is quite stressful but I know that I can get through this semester and then start afresh in the summer.
I am also currently working at a law firm in downtown Dallas which is really nice. It is exciting and I love my job so far, and I hope that it will be able to open alot of doors for me.